The Cruel Prince (Book Review)

cruel prince.jpgHolly Black is one of those authors that I like often enough that I will always read her books if I can find them in the library, so picking up The Cruel Prince was a no-brainer. It’s not my favorite of her books, but I liked it and I’m sure I’ll read the rest of the series whenever it comes out, though I’m admittedly not waiting with baited breath.

What’s it about?

The Cruel Prince follows Jude, a human girl who was taken—along with her twin Tamlyn and older half-sister Vivi—to live as the daughter of the redcap Madoc. Madoc is Vivi’s birth father: the girls’ mother fled from him and remarried; the three girls lived in the human world for a few years before Madoc found them, slaughtered their parents, and took them back to the faerie realm. Jude has aspirations to be a faerie knight and has an antagonistic relationship with Cardan, the youngest son of the High King and the titular character. As the story develops, Jude becomes more and more involved in the political side of the faerie world: the High King is getting ready to step down and two of his sons, Balekin and Dain, are waging a silent war to determine which of them will take up the crown.

What’d I think?

For the most part, I really liked the book. I pretty much always love faeries, and as usual Black does a great job with them. The faeries here are even better at deceptive truths than they are in her other novels, and that’s saying something. I loved the dynamic between Jude and her family. Her weird but mostly affectionate relationship with Madoc—who loves her as though he were her real father but who literally murdered her real parents in front of her—is a highlight because it is so messed up but somehow doesn’t feel forced or unnatural. Oriana, Madoc’s second wife, is also a really cool character. At first I thought she was kind of one-dimensional, but by the end I really liked her. I wasn’t quite as invested in either of Jude’s sisters as individuals—though I preferred Vivi to Tamlyn—but they did add to the family dynamic as a whole. I’m expecting to like them more in subsequent books, though, since they’re both poised to take larger roles going forward.

The book is also pretty dark. Holly Black’s faerie tales are always kind of dark, but this one is really dark. There were several times where I was actually scared. The bad guys in this one are really, really bad and the scariest part is that at times it is kind of hard to tell who the bad guys are. And then there are the times when it is terrifyingly obvious.

Is there anything I didn’t like?

Yeah, but they’re pretty minor. I did not like the romance in the novel. There’s no way to talk about the specifics without diving into spoiler territory, but Jude (and Tamlyn’s) romances are either icky or pointless or both. The fact that there is legitimately no point for Jude to be worrying about romance during this period of her life makes it even worse.

The book also starts pretty slowly. I had a hard time getting into it. Once I was in, I was all in, but it took longer than it should’ve.

Let’s talk about the Easter eggs!

I thought the revelation that The Cruel Prince takes place in the same wider universe as The Darkest Part of the Forest and Tithe: A Modern Faerie Tale was pretty cool. I loved seeing Severin, Ben, and Hazel again. Their inclusion is one of the main reasons that I’ll read the sequels (though there’s a part of me that wants to keep them away from the bloodshed that’s sure to come; they got their happy ending, dang it, and I don’t want it taken from them). I wasn’t nearly as excited to check in with Kaye and Roiben, but I’m sure that some readers were, so I’m not going to complain about it. I don’t think you’d have to read The Darkest Part of the Forest or Tithe to understand The Cruel Prince, but I get the impression that it might be a good idea for the rest of the series. Obviously I can’t know for sure, but it seemed to me that at the very least Roiben is going to have more than just a cameo in the next book.

What’s the verdict?

If you like dark faerie tales, The Cruel Prince is going to be right up your alley. It’s an exciting read with some really interesting, messy relationships and very morally grey situations and characters. The only real weak point in the book is the romance, but since it is not a major element it’s not enough to keep me from recommending it.

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Writing: A             Plot: A                 Themes: B                    Fun: B+

Characters: B (Mostly docked for Cardan; the majority of the characters are excellent, but there’s nothing about Cardan that intrigued me, and he’s the title character, so…)

 

Final: B

 

3 Quotes, 3 Days Tag (Day 3/3)

It’s the last day! I was tagged for this fun challenge by Rhea from Bookchanted. Thanks!

Rules

  • Thank the person who nominated you
  • Post a quote for 3 consecutive days (1 quote for each day)
  • Nominate three new bloggers each day

Quote

LesMisLogo“Take my hand
And lead me to salvation
Take my love
For love is everlasting
And remember
The truth that once was spoken:
To love another person is to see the face of God”

Les Misérables by Victor Hugo is one of my all-time favorite novels. This lyric is actually from the finale of the musical, which does a beautiful job of taking the brick’s themes about love and faith and setting them to gorgeous music. Honestly, I probably could have picked any line from either the book or the musical and been confident that it would be lovely, but this one is Les Mis‘ most iconic line for a reason: the most important thing is for people to love each other… despite differences, despite mistakes, despite disagreements. Don’t put an asterisk or an if on love.

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Carry On (Book Review)

carry onI reread Rainbow Rowell’s Fangirl, and that put me in the mood to reread Carry On.

What’s it about?

Carry On acts as the final book of a long-running series (think Harry Potter). It creates a history for its characters and their problems and has recap-type moments that would have served to remind the reader of what happened in the previous books if there had been previous books. It follows Simon Snow, a Chosen One, in his final year of school. Simon is the prophesied Greatest Mage, and he’s destined to save the World of Mages from the Insidious Humdrum, a creature wearing his face that steals magic from the world. Simon has more pedestrian worries as well, though: things are weird with his girlfriend Agatha, his best friend Penelope’s family despises his mentor, and his (potentially evil) roommate Baz didn’t even show up for school.

Do you have to read Fangirl first?

fangirlWell, that’s a tough one. Personally, I say yes. Carry On is kind of a strange concept. In my opinion it totally works (as a meta experiment) to skip the first few books, but at the same time it’s weird to jump right into the end of a story without any context. Fangirl gives enough of that context for the reader to know what kind of story it is, some details about the characters, the world, and what kind of story arcs to expect. It engages in the fandom experience of reading the Simon Snow series. Having read Fangirl made Carry On feel like jumping back into a series after a long time; you may not have read things recently enough to know the details, but you’ve got the gist. Instead of making predictions for yourself, you can have Cath’s predictions in the back of your head. Reading Fangirl also helps to simply let you know: no, you’re not missing anything. There’s not actually a whole Simon Snow series.

That being said, some of the patrons at my library told me that they read Carry On first and had absolutely no problem following along. They figured out what was going on and while they did go back to read Fangirl later, apparently Fangirl is not necessarily a prerequisite. Still, I do think that reading Fangirl first is the better call.

 

What’d I think?

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Surprisingly, nothing.

Carry On is really fun and a pretty impressive undertaking. I am absolutely obsessed with tropes and writing and what makes a story. Carry On is a fascinating experiment. It plays with tropes. It relies heavily on its readers being aware of those popular fantasy tropes. To someone who is familiar with the Chosen One and love triangles and mysterious parent reveals and evil monster stooges, etc. it is not hard to pick up the story. You can fill in the holes with the sorts of storylines that regularly pop up in early installments in fantasy series. All that appeals greatly to me.

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3 Quotes, 3 Days Tag (Day 2/3)

It’s day two! I was tagged by Rhea from Bookchanted, who has great taste in books and writes super fun book-themed posts. Thanks!

Rules

  • Thank the person who nominated you
  • Post a quote for 3 consecutive days (1 quote for each day)
  • Nominate three new bloggers each day

Quote

“Books are a uniquely portable magic.”

on writingThis quote comes from Stephen King’s memoir On Writing (which, full disclosure, is the only Stephen King book I’ve read because I’m too scared for horror). I love it because it combines two of my favorite things: books and magic. It was also my high school senior quote, so it has a special place in my heart.

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Wonder (Book Review)

wonderI actually wrote a mini review for Wonder by R.J. Palacio last year because it was one of my favorite reads of 2017. I’m reviewing it again because I read it again, mostly because it’s really good and I like rereading but also because I want to have it fresher in my memory for when I finally get around to watching the movie.

What’s it about?

Wonder follows August, a boy born with significant facial differences, during his first year of public school. Auggie is bullied pretty badly, but as he gets used to school he surrounds himself with a group of true friends and grows significantly as a person. The novel presents Auggie’s perspective, but it also provides POV from supporting characters like Via (August’s older sister who is often ignored because of Auggie’s special needs), Summer (arguably Auggie’s truest friend), Jack (August’s best friend), Miranda (Via’s ex-friend who was like another sister to August back in the day), and Justin (Via’s boyfriend). Wonder is August’s story, but it also isn’t. It’s the story about his community, and how he touches everyone he interacts with.

What’d I think?

Obviously I liked it. I literally just wrote that Wonder was one of my favorite reads from last year. I particularly love the deftness of Palacio’s writing. The little details that she includes tell so much. One of my favorite moments is when Via’s grandmother tells her

“I love Auggie very, very much… But he has many angels looking out for him already, Via. And I want you to know that you have me looking out for you.

Palacio approaches all of her characters with love and sympathy. It would be easy to hate Via for the (repressed) resentment she has and the way she tries to keep August away from her new life. It would be easy to see Miranda as the stereotypical high school It Girl who throws over her old friends to be popular. It would be easy to see Justin as a throwaway character. But Palacio makes her side characters a priority. None of them are stock characters; they all have their own emotional lives, and though they might be touched by and influenced by August, he is not their whole story. They are side characters in his story, yes, but he is a side character in theirs as well.

Does Wonder rely on bad stereotypes of disability?

In my opinion, no. I really love that August is a person. There are a lot of iffy depictions of people with disabilities in fiction. A lot of the time, disabilities are miraculously cured. A lot of the time the disabled character dies. Or exists just to inspire able-bodied characters to live better lives. And then there’s the whole problem with scars/ugliness being a cinematic shorthand for ‘evil.’ In my opinion, Wonder does a really good job avoiding all these problematic depictions. Auggie touches the lives of those around him, and his face does affect them because it is a part of him. But August is more than his face, and the way he affects his friends and classmates is bigger than his face as well. August loves his dog. He’s a huge nerd. He’s funny and clever but can be petulant and self-conscious. He’s a well rounded character, not a morality tale.

What’s the deal with the Julian chapter?

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The first time I read Wonder, I read a bonus edition that had a Julian chapter. This time, I read the version without it. Honestly, it’s better without. Julian, August’s primary bully, is unsympathetic and awful. It’s implied that he is afraid of the way August looks—he continually brings up the ugly evil characters in fiction, like Emperor Palpatine or orcs or Freddy Krueger—but overcompensates with aggression and cruelty. His POV confirms that he’s afraid, but it strains it past believability. The fact that he’s blatantly in the wrong shines through, and his voice simply comes across as a desperate plea: I swear I’m not the worst. Please believe me. It’s a classic case of less-is-more. When you don’t hear from Julian, you think that maybe he has issues that inform his behavior. When you do, you realize… nope, he’s just an asshole.

What’s the verdict?

Wonder is beautifully written and has a full cast of three-dimensional, sympathetic characters. It’s technically a junior fiction book, but that’s just because the main character is in fifth grade; I don’t think there’s any age group that wouldn’t respond emotionally to it. I’m twenty-four and loved it (twice). I recommended it to my mom, and she also loved it. We both read it straight through in a single day, and that’s just about the best recommendation I can give. Report Card: A


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3 Quotes, 3 Days Tag (Day 1/3)

I got tagged for the first time ever, which kind of makes me feel like I’ve arrived in a very small way. I was tagged by Rhea from Bookchanted; her blog is really fun and awesome, so you should check it out.

Rules

  • Thank the person who nominated you
  • Post a quote for 3 consecutive days (1 quote for each day)
  • Nominate three new bloggers each day

Quote

Walk_Two_Moons“It seems to me that we can’t explain all the truly awful things in the world like war and murder and brain tumors, and we can’t fix these things, so we look at the frightening things that are closer to us and we magnify them until they burst open. Inside is something that we can manage, something that isn’t as awful as it had first seemed. It is a relief to discover that although there might be axe murders and kidnappers in the world, most people seem a lot like us: sometimes afraid and sometimes brave, sometimes cruel and sometimes kind.”

Walk Two Moons by Sharon Creech is one of my favorite books. It is full of great quotes, but as a person who is prone to worrying about everything, this one particularly speaks to me.

I tag…

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Book Club: Charlotte’s Web

charlotte's webUnsurprisingly, the perennial classic Charlotte’s Web by E.B. White is a really good book for discussion. For the three people in the world who haven’t read this one… spoilers.

  1. When discussing Charlotte’s first message, Mrs. Zuckerman argues, “It seems to me we have no ordinary spider” (80). The others adamantly reject this possibility. Why are they convinced Wilbur, not Charlotte, is the special one? Is it simply because of the words that Charlotte writes? Is it because people are predisposed to like cute animals (like a piglet) but predisposed to dislike creepy animals (like a spider)? Does Wilbur have anything special about him that would eventually have been noticed even without Charlotte’s web? And what about Charlotte? Is Charlotte wonderful outside of her friendship with Wilbur? Why do you think Charlotte never did any web writing before deciding to save Wilbur’s life?
    1. Charlotte says that, “People believe almost anything they see in print” (89). Do you agree or disagree? Do the characters believe Wilber is some pig, terrific, radiant, and humble purely because they see it written, or is there truth to the words? Do the emotions create the words or the words the emotions? Consider whether or not truth is necessary. Do people believe true things when they read them? Do they believe false things? Which are more likely to be believed? What other factors play into whether or not something is believed?
  2. When Wilbur befriends Charlotte, he thinks “What a gamble friendship is” (41). What does he mean by this? What does Wilbur stand to lose/gain by befriending Charlotte? What about Charlotte? What does she have to win or lose?
    1. Do you think that Wilbur is a good friend to Charlotte? Consider his neediness as well as his deep love for her. Consider his dedication in making sure Charlotte’s children are brought safely back to the Zuckerman farm.
    2. terrificIs Charlotte a good friend to Wilbur? Consider her dedication to saving his life, but don’t forget her occasional reluctance to attribute good qualities to Wilbur: when Wilbur protests that he’s not terrific, she replies that “That doesn’t make a particle of difference” (89)—although admittedly she corrects herself later to say “You’re terrific as far as I’m concerned […] and that’s what counts. You’re my best friend, and I think you’re sensational” (91); she later questions Templeton’s word choice by complaining that “I’m not sure Wilbur’s action is exactly radiant, but it’s interesting” (101). A
    3. Discuss Charlotte’s answer when Wilbur asks why she helped him so much when he did nothing for her: “You have been my friend […] That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what’s life, anyway? We’re born, we live a little while, we die. A spider’s life can’t help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to life up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone’s life can stand a little of that” (164). What else is there to life? Do you agree that Charlotte’s life was lifted up through her friendship to Wilbur? Was Wilbur’s lifted through his friendship with her? What about the other characters?
    4. Are any of the other animals good friends to Wilbur or Charlotte? What does it mean to be a good friend? Consider that “No pig ever had truer friends, and he realized that friendship is one of the most satisfying things in the world” (115). Do you agree or disagree? Note the plural: who do you think is being included in this statement aside from Charlotte? What might the other satisfying things be?
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    Everyone to Templeton

    Discuss Templeton. Early in the novel, White describes Templeton by saying, “The rat had no morals, no conscience, no scruples, no consideration, no decency, no milk of rodent kindness, no compunctions, no higher feeling, no friendliness, no anything. He would kill a gosling if he could get away with it—the goose knew that. Everybody knew it” (46). Is this an accurate description of Templeton? Why is it that the animals detest Templeton? Is it because he is a rat? Discuss some of the good things that Templeton does throughout the novel, like saving Charlotte from Avery, finding words for the web, and carrying Charlotte’s children down Wilbur. Why does Templeton do these things? Is it solely for the food he is offered in return? Is it possible that Templeton actually does have morals, a conscience, scruples, etc.? If so, at what point does he develop them (or did he have them all along)? Consider Templeton’s diatribe at the end of the novel: “what thanks do I ever get for these services, I would like to know? Never a kind word for old Templeton, only abuse and wisecracks and side remarks. Never a kind word for a rat. […] I notice that it’s always me you come to when in trouble. But I’ve never heard of anyone’s heart breaking on my Oh, no. Who cares anything about old Templeton?” (167-168). Which do you think came first, the animals’ disdain towards Templeton, or Templeton’s low character?

  4. Discuss Charlotte. Contrast her to Templeton. As a spider, she is no more liked than he is as a rat. How does she combat the reputation of her species? Why do you think that Charlotte immediately kills a fly and narrates her actions when she meets Wilbur? Why is it that Wilbur (and the reader)’s first impression of Charlotte is that she is “fierce, brutal, scheming, bloodthirsty—everything I don’t like” (41). In what ways does Charlotte ultimately challenge these first impressions? Discuss also the juxtaposition between Charlotte’s beauty and kindness and her less palatable traits: “ ‘I drink them—drink their blood. I love blood,’ said Charlotte, and her pleasant, thin voice grew even thinner and more pleasant” (39). After reading Charlotte’s Web, will you look at spiders differently? Will you reassess the opinions you form about people before getting to know them as individuals?
  5. In the first chapter, Fern saves Wilbur from being killed. Charlotte also saves him from being killed, and by the end Wilbur is definitively safe from harm. Why do you think the novel is framed by Wilbur’s strong, female friends saving his life? Also discuss the fact that both of these friends essentially departed from his life (Fern grew up; Charlotte died).
  6. blaine growing up sucks.gifOne driving force of the novel is change over time. Is change a good thing? Which characters change over the course of the seasons? Pay particular attention to Fern. How is she different at the end of the novel than she was at the beginning? Do you think Fern growing apart from Wilbur (and towards Henry) is healthy or sad? (Both? Neither?) Why do you think White chose to make Fern’s change in allegiance so dramatic that she left Wilbur’s medal ceremony to go ride the Ferris Wheel with Henry, leaving Avery to be the one to kiss and congratulate Wilbur? Consider “Fern did not come regularly to the barn any more. She was growing up, and was careful to avoid childish things, like sitting on a milk stool near a pigpen” (183). What does it mean that Fern is careful to avoid childish things? Is growing up, then, a choice? What does it mean to grow up or to be childish? At what age are childish things seen as inappropriate? Consider how young Fern is (eight) and her mother’s intense concern that she has not yet abandoned her childish pursuits. Consider Mr. Arable’s remark that “They’ve got to grow up some time” (133). What do you think about the fact that a boy/romance was the incentive for Fern to abandon her childish life?
    1. Throughout the novel, Fern is shown to be able to understand the animals, whereas the adult characters are clearly incapable of it. What statement, if any, do you think that White is making about children and adults? Consider Mr. Arable’s suggestion that “Maybe our ears aren’t as sharp as Fern’s” (54), Dr. Dorian’s assertion that “Children pay better attention than grownups” (110), and White’s narration that “Children almost always hang onto things tighter than their parents think they will” (69). Do you agree that children are better listeners than adults? What changes as children grow up? Why do you think that White seems so disparaging about human adults in Charlotte’s Web? Consider: “Perhaps if people talked less, animals would talk more. People are incessant talkers” (110). Consider: “ ‘If I can fool a bug,’ thought Charlotte, ‘I can surely fool a man. People are not as smart as bugs’” (67). Consider: “[People] don’t catch anything. They just keep trotting back and forth across the bridge thinking there is something better on the other side. If they’d hang head-down at the top of the thing and wait quietly, maybe something good would come along. But no—with men it’s rush, rush, rush, every minute” (60). Do you agree with Wilbur that it is a “mercy” that humans are gullible (67)? Why or why not? What are people fooled by? Do you agree that we rush through lives too much? Do you agree that we lose something fundamental as we grow into adulthood?
  7. snoopy writingWhat would you have written in your web about Wilbur? What did you think of Charlotte’s words? Which did you think was the best choice? The worst? Defend your choices. Discuss the words both in and out of the context of the novel. In the novel, for example, Templeton found the word ‘radiant’ and Charlotte made do. Outside the novel, E.B. White specifically chose the word ‘radiant.’ Why do you think that he selected the words that he did?
  8. The writing on the web is seen as a series of miracles. Do you agree that it is miraculous? What makes something miraculous? Dr. Dorian says that a spider’s ordinary web is miraculous, but Mrs. Arable does not think of it that way (109). Mrs. Arable says that “I don’t like what I can’t understand,” a feeling that is presented by Dr. Dorian as being ubiquitous (110). Do you agree that people dislike what they can’t understand? If so, why is everyone so excited about the miracle of Charlotte’s web when it is something that they are unable to explain? Why is a miracle perceived positively whereas most things that cannot be understood are perceived negatively? What differentiates a miracle from anything else that cannot be understood? How do people decide what unbelievable things they are willing to believe? Consider: “Whence came this mysterious writing? Not from the spider, we can rest assured of that. Spiders are very clever at weaving their webs, but needless to say spiders cannot write” (158). Consider: “[The minister] said that the words on the spider’s web proved that human beings must always be on the watch for the coming of wonders” (85). Did reading Charlotte’s Web attune you to everyday miracles? What is your personal definition of a miracle?

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Crazy Ex-Girlfriend 3×13 Review (Nathaniel is Irrelevant)

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Previous Reviews:  3×01 3×02 3×03 3×04 3×05 3×06 3×07 3×08 3×09 3×10 3×11 3×12

Considering that it’s called “Nathaniel is Irrelevant,” the season three finale centers pretty dramatically around Nathaniel. Yes, by the very end of the episode, Nathaniel is irrelevant, but it takes the whole episode to get to that point. Like, to literally the last line. That being said, I get why it is titled that way: this is an episode chalk-full of callbacks. I definitely didn’t catch them all, but here are a few of my favorites that I did pick up on:

(By the way, all the links send you to YouTube to watch the song referenced)

  • “Nathaniel is Irrelevant” recalls 3×06 “Josh is Irrelevant”
  • Remember in season one when White Josh said Darryl looks like Tom Selleck? Darryl does.
  • Speaking of Darryl and White Josh: Darryl explains his decision to invite practically the whole cast to the baby’s checkups by saying “It’s not a group hang. I’m just having a few people over.” “Group Hang” was one of the first songs White Josh sang in, and “Having a Few People Over” is the song Darryl sang before the party where White Josh kissed him on the cheek.
  • greg settle for me.gifSettle for Me” makes an instrumental comeback when Nathaniel looks at Mona.
  • When Nathaniel first showed up in late season two, he kept mistaking Josh for someone who changes the water cooler at the office. Here, Josh is late to The Purge meeting because someone asked him to change the water cooler.
  • Rebecca hands out lists of her sins that includes things that happened a long time ago, like sleeping with Greg’s dad, trying to send Josh poop, and Nathaniel’s over-the-top evil plans against Josh’s family.
  • Trent warns Rebecca about his plans by referring to himself as “one scary, scary, sexy man.” When Rebecca was at the height of her woman scorned phase, she sang a song called “Scary Scary Sexy Lady.”
  • Heather demands to know “what MAN filled this out?” about her pregnancy forms. In season two, Paula demanded to know “what MAN did this?” about an unfilled ice cube tray.
  • I’m a Good Person” finally plays. I’ve been waiting for that instrumental for weeks.
  • Beth says she and Valencia are in a love bubble. That phrase was used in season two to describe Josh and Rebecca
  • Valencia films in the hospital just like she did when Rebecca was being hospitalized after her suicide attempt.
  • This is actually the second time Darryl enthusiastically makes a cringey portmanteau name and White Josh tried to talk him out of it. Remember ReJoshecca ChaBunch?
  • you ruined everythingGeorge can’t understand why Nathaniel cares what Rebecca thinks “after everything she did for you that you didn’t ask for?” Then he calls her a “stupid bitch.” “After Everything I Did For You (That You Didn’t Ask For)” and “You Stupid Bitch” are both season one songs.
  • Trent says that “Nathaniel Plimpton III must be destroyed.” Last year, Rebecca decided that “Josh Chan must be destroyed.”

I love callbacks and references that only dedicated/obsessive fans (or English majors who love close reading) will notice. It’s a sign of good writing and dedication to existing canon AND it provides a fun little treasure hunt for anyone who wants to play. I’m sure I missed some, but I’ll leave that and move onto the recap because otherwise I’ll never get to it. That being said, if you caught anything I missed, please tell me in the comments.

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You Know Me Well (Book Review)

you know me well.jpgYou Know Me Well by Nina LaCour and David Levithan was a really nice surprise. It was a random selection that ended up being a lot more fun than I expected. Weirdly—and this will probably sound snarky or, at best, like a backhanded compliment—the things I liked most about You Know Me Well aren’t what it does, but rather what it doesn’t do.

What’s it about?

Two high school students, Mark and Kate, who have been sitting next to each other in class all year but never really noticed each other, come together unexpectedly one weekend in the middle of personal crises. Kate has just impulsively fled from a semi-blind date (she’s known/fantasized about her date, Violet, for years, but this is the first time they’ve actually been scheduled to meet) and Mark is nursing a very recently broken heart. The two realize that the other is exactly who they needed to walk into their lives at that time, and they lean on each other through indecision, poor decisions, and crushing rejection.

So what didn’t happen? 

The plot of this novel is literally boy meets girl and it is TOTALLY PLATONIC. Kate and Mark quickly become deeply important to each other. They confide in each other. They become one of the most important people in each other’s lives. But they are never ever romantically interested. I mean, obviously it helps that they’re both gay, but still. Name another book that is anchored by an intense, emotional, nonromantic connection between a teen girl and teen boy. I’ll wait.

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I’m assuming you gave up on that exercise because it is impossible (or, if you actually succeeded, please leave that title in the comments). The point is, I’m so used to fiction forcing romance into places it doesn’t belong that there was a part of me that was actually afraid that Mark and Kate actually would hook up before the end of the book. Again, they’re both gay (not bi, not pan, not demi). Why on earth is that something I felt like I had to worry about? The point is… I’m overly happy about the fact that the main relationship in the book wasn’t a typical, cheesy romance.

Other than that, what’d I think?

Obviously the Mark+Kate relationship is the heart of the novel, but I also got invested in the other relationships, particularly in Mark’s friendship with his best friend/unrequited crush Ryan and Kate’s shifting relationship with Lehna, her longtime best friend who she thinks she might have outgrown. I wasn’t totally sold on Violet, whose backstory is just a little too ridiculous for me. She didn’t ruin the book for me or anything, but she was definitely the least interesting character for me.

I didn’t love everything about the book, though. Way too much came to a head at a poetry slam. As a person who dislikes poetry and finds the very idea of poetry slams cringey, I did not respond well to that particular scene.

What’s the verdict?

Overall I found You Know Me Well to be a quick, enjoyable read. The characters are likable for the most part and the plot, while pretty standard (teenagers suffer romantic turmoil but muddle through), did manage to subvert my expectations by simply sidestepping some of fiction’s most prevalently annoying tropes.

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Writing: B                  Characters: A                 Plot: B                    Themes: A                   Fun: A                                     Final: A

 

One final, spoilery thought

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I really loved that Ryan never came around and fell in love with Mark. Their storyline was written well enough that I felt for Mark and part of me wanted him to end up with Ryan. However, if there’s another thing that happens too rarely in fiction, it is the main character whose unrequited crush remains unrequited. You shouldn’t have to fall in love with someone because s/he loves you and is a good person. People—even side characters like Ryan—should be allowed to have their own romantic integrity. Otherwise, fiction will keep perpetuating the Dogged Nice Guy trope.


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Book Club: Fangirl

fangirlYou can find my standard review of Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell here. As always, beware spoilers and feel free to use these questions in your own book club or to start a discussion in the comments.

  1. “‘Okay, let’s start with a question that doesn’t really have an answer… Why do we write fiction?’” (21).
  2. The catalyst for Cath’s growth in the novel is Wren’s distance. Discuss Cather and Wren both as a unit and as individuals.
    1. Their mother only expected one baby and as a result the twins both have half of one name (Catherine). They are seen as a set by their high school friends; for them, seeing one twin without the other is odd. Consider Cath’s reassurance to Wren that “‘I don’t have to forgive you […] It’s not like that with you. You’re just in with me. Always. No matter what happens’” (355) and later her assertion that “‘You’re my best friend […] You know. Built-in. For life’” (416). How has being a twin impacted Cath (and Wren)? Do you consider Cath a more complete person with or without Wren at her side? When Wren breaks away from Cath, whose side do you take? Is being a twin, being half of the set, important? Is it more important to make strides as an individual? Consider Wren’s complaint that Cath “‘hate[s] change. If I didn’t drag you along behind me, you’d never get anywhere’” (234). How might Cath’s story have been different if Wren had not abandoned her? What if she and Wren had not been as close in the first place? What if Cath were not a twin and had been 100% her own person from day one?
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      Wren complains that “‘If we do [college] together, people will treat us like we’re the same person. It’ll be four years before anyone can even tell us apart,’” and Cath replies that “‘All they have to do is pay attention’” (7). How similar or dissimilar are Cath and Wren? The differences manifest themselves dramatically during their freshman year of high school, to the extent that the two have a falling out. Were these differences apparent before Wren acts out? Do you think that Wren’s behavior was natural, or do you think that she was actively trying to differentiate between herself and Cath by doing things she knew Cath would never do? If the two had stayed together, do you think that people would have known the difference? Consider Cath’s confusion about their differences: “Cath didn’t understand that at all. They had the same DNA. The same nature, the same nurture. All the differences between them didn’t make sense” (86). How similar are the two of them at the end of the novel, when Wren has stopped drinking and gone back to Simon Snow and beta-ing Cath’s fic? At what point in the novel are they the most the same? At what point are they the most different?

    3. Discuss Cath’s perception of Wren. Why does Cath see Wren as the cooler, better sister? Which of the girls did you prefer? Consider Cath’s concern that, had he known her, Levi might have preferred Wren (407). Consider: “‘[Wren]’s a lot like me. Some of our best friends couldn’t even tell us apart. And then, when they could, it would be because Wren was the better one. Because she talked more or smiled more—or just flat-out looked better’” (408).
    4. Discuss people’s responses to the twins. Reagan thinks the twin thing is creepy. Drunken guys at the bar fetishize them, and Cath indicates that this is not an uncommon occurrence. Why do you think Rowell included this element?
  3. Discuss fandom and fanfiction. Why is Cath so much more comfortable in fictional worlds than the real one? Discuss her emergence from fandom to reality. Is it a good thing that she is able to move about in the real world better at the end of the novel? Is it good that Wren returns to fandom? What would you consider the proper balance to be?
    1. carry onAre you a fangirl/fanboy? What does that mean? What purpose does fandom serve (both in Fangirl and in real life), and who benefits from it? Consider Cath’s endorsement of the Internet: “‘There are other people on the Internet. It’s awesome. You get all the benefits of ‘other people’ without the body odor and the eye contact’” (147). Consider: “To really be a nerd, [Cath]’d decided, you had to prefer fictional worlds to the real one” (299). Do you agree with this definition? If not, what would you suggest to replace it?
    2. What do you think about Cath’s fanfiction? Why does she write it? Why are Baz and Simon in particular so important to her? How does Cath’s anonymous fandom fame affect your opinion of Cath’s writing? Would it seem more frivolous if fewer people read her work? Quotes to consider: “Why do I write? […] To be somewhere else […] To get free of ourselves […] To stop […] To stop being anything or anywhere at all […] To disappear” (22-23); “‘The whole point of fanfiction,’ she said, ‘is that you get to play inside somebody else’s universe. Rewrite the rules. Or bend them. The story doesn’t have to end with Gemma Leslie gets tired of it’” (123).
    3. i got nothingDiscuss Cath’s issues in her fiction writing class. Why do you think she pushes so hard against creating her own worlds? Do you think she deserved all the second chances she got? Which writing do you think matters more: the fanfiction that is read all over the world, or the short story that forces Cath to make her own world?
  4. Cath is a straight white girl who, to a small degree, inhabits diverse spaces. She is used to living in a Mexican neighborhood and is thrown off by the overwhelming whiteness of her new school (8). She writes gay fanfiction; despite the stereotype, fanfiction is very often a place for queer individuals looking for representation. Why do you think Rowell wrote Cath this way? How might the story have been different if Cath had been LGBT+ or a POC rather than simply slipping in and out of those spaces? Discuss the lack of diversity in the novel as a whole (as well as the fact that Rowell lampshades it): the only characters who are not straight and white are Alejandro (Wren’s Hispanic boyfriend) and Micah (one of Levi’s housemates), both of whom are very minor. Consider that Cath considers herself more comfortable with “boy-boy” stuff than “boy-girl” stuff (270-271) and that Alejandro is possibly “squicked by gay people” but mostly troubled by “the idea of straight girls writing about gay boys; he thinks it’s deviant” (401). Is Cath’s love of slash problematic or fetishist, or is it a genuine love of love stories? Is her love of slash shipping a way for her to experience romance while being very removed from it?
    1. The novel also addresses sexism and male privilege; in this instance, Cath is in the disadvantaged group. How do these elements play into the novel? Consider in particular the ways that Levi interacts with women. At one point, Cath accuses him of being “exploitive” for singling out the smartest girl in his classes for help, but only finding the smartest boy “in a pinch;” Levi argues that it is not exploitive because “‘I don’t make them wear miniskirts. I don’t call them ‘baby.’ I just say, ‘Hello, smart girl, would you like to talk to me about Great Expectations?’’” (172). He also makes a point of walking Cath home from the library late at night because she looks like “easy prey” (53). When they’re fighting, though, Cath dials 911 before walking home as a safety net (196, 200). Later in the novel Levi refuses to let Cath carry her own laundry—because Cath is a girl—because “Being chivalrous is respectful. Women have been oppressed and persecuted since the beginning of time. If I can make their lives easier with my superior upper-body strength, I’m going to. At every opportunity” (309). Do you agree with Cath that this is undermining rather than respectful? Would you consider Levi a feminist? Well-meaning but ill-advised? What about the novel as a whole?
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    Discuss Cath and Levi’s romance. Why do they work as a couple, or do they? In what ways is Levi good for Cath? Why do you think Rowell made them such extreme opposites? Cath is painfully shy; Levi is extremely extroverted. Cath loves to write and live in fantasy worlds; Levi can barely read. Cath is young and inexperienced; Levi is older and smokes, drinks, and has sex freely. Cath is a city girl, at least by Nebraska standards; Levi was literally born on a ranch. Why do you think that Levi is a better match for Cath than someone like Nick, who looks perfect on paper? Quotes to consider: “‘I don’t think I could actually be with someone like Levi. It would be like interspecies dating’” (183); “The fact that he misspelled ‘pumpkin’ made Cath wince” (195); “‘You’re not a book person. And now you’re not an Internet person? What does that leave you?’” (146); “‘You give away nice like it doesn’t cost you anything.’ ‘It doesn’t cost me anything. It’s not like smiling at strangers exhausts my overall supply.’ ‘Well, it does mine.’ ‘I’m not you. Making people happy makes me feel good. If anything, it gives me more energy for the people I care about’” (297).

    1. love at first sightDiscuss the novel’s romance in general. Compare the various couples (and potential couples) that appear: Reagan/Levi, Cath/Levi, Wren/Jandro, Wren/Jesse, Cath/Abel, Cath/Nick, Simon/Baz, Simon/Agatha, Baz/Agatha, Arthur/Laura, etc. What does Fangirl have to say about romantic love? What does it mean to be in love? Consider Nick’s anti-love story, which reads like a bad fanfic (198) as well as Wren’s belief in happy ever after: “‘Happily ever after, or even just together ever after, is not cheesy,’ Wren said. ‘It’s the noblest, like, the most courageous thing two people can shoot for’” (387). What commentary does the novel make about love and the perception of love? Why does Cath prefer Simon/Baz to Simon/Agatha? Why does she hate Nick’s manic pixie dreamgirls so much? Is a romantic happily ever after the best ending for Cath? For everyone? Why or why not?
  6. Mental illness is a large part of the novel. Cath and Wren’s father is bipolar, and his daughters (and coworkers) have to watch him carefully to make sure he doesn’t get too manic and end up hospitalized. Cath is incredibly anxious and worries that she’ll end up like her father: “She was already having panic attacks. She was already hiding at parties. In seventh grade, she’d been late to class for the first two weeks because she couldn’t stand being in the halls with everyone else during passing periods” (226). Levi likely has some sort of learning disability. Wren is forced to go to AA for possible alcohol addiction. Discuss. Why do you think Rowell made this such a large part of the novel, spanning so many characters? Do you think that Cath is right to worry about ending up like her father? Quote to consider: “‘[pills] iron out all the wrinkles… Maybe all the bad stuff happens in the wrinkles, but all the good stuff does, too…’” (224).
  7. writing is hardDiscuss the plagiarism in the novel. Professor Piper calls Cath out for plagiarism, but Cath argues that there is a line between fanfic and plagiarism. Later, Nick tries to pass the anti-love story that Cath helped him write as entirely his own work. Is either case actually plagiarism? Which is worse? Consider that Gemma T. Leslie likes fanfiction and that Cath always includes a disclaimer on her work (124, 51). What are the cases for and against fanfiction? Do you think it was right of Cath to refuse to take credit on the story, therefore disqualifying the story from publication in the school literary journal?
  8. Discuss Laura and how she affected Wren and Cath’s development. What does it mean to be a mother? Consider Cath’s response to her father’s suggestion that she give Laura another chance because she’s Cath’s mother: “‘Everybody needs to stop saying that […] You don’t get to be the mother if you show up after the kids are already grown up […] Back when we needed her, she wouldn’t even return our phone calls […] But now, after we’ve stopped missing her, after we’ve stopped crying for her—after we’ve got shit figured out—now she wants to get to know us? I don’t need a mother now, thanks. I’m good’” (162-163). How important is it to have a mother? Wren believes that it is better to have a relationship with Laura; Cath wants nothing to do with her. Whose side of the argument do you agree with more? Consider their argument on pages 234-235, in which Cath says that not having a mother makes her “the ultimate kind of broken.” Do you agree or disagree? What do you think of Wren’s ultimate decision to text and be friends with Laura on Facebook because it is “better than nothing and safer than everything” (385). Overall, what do you think of Laura as a mother? What do you think of her as a person? Does your opinion of Laura as a mother color how you think of her as a person? How connected are the two ideas? Is it fair on Laura to blend them? Is it fair on her daughters to keep them separate? Do you feel that the mother-daughter conflict was adequately resolved? Additional quotes to consider: “‘She couldn’t handle being a parent’ (162); “Too young, everyone always said, to have two big girls. That always made their mom smile” (239); “‘[The doctors at the hospital where Wren got admitted] looked in her contacts,’ Laura said. ‘They said they always call the mom first’” (335); “Wren wasn’t surprised that Laura hadn’t stayed at the hospital. ‘She doesn’t do heavy stuff,’ Wren said. ‘I can’t believe she even came’” (384); “Cath still found [the fact that Laura left on 9/11] incredibly embarrassing; it was like their mom was so self-centered, she couldn’t be trusted not to desecrate a national tragedy with her own issues” (144).
    1. Discuss the Avery family as a whole. How are the roles blurred? Would you consider them a typical family? What sets them apart? Consider that they are a single parent family in which the children are as responsible for their father as he is for them. How has this unusual situation affected everyone involved?
  9. Cath reads S.E. Hinton’s The Outsiders to Levi. Why do you think Rowell chose this particular book? Are there any similarities between Cath and Ponyboy or their journeys? Consider that Ponyboy is raised by his brothers rather than by a parent and that Ponyboy’s intelligence (and reading/writing) sets him apart from his self-destructive friends.
  10. perksEarlier, we read Stephen Chbosky’s The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Compare the two novels. In what ways is Cath like Charlie? Is it possible to see Reagan and Levi as a sort of Sam and Patrick pair that pulls the main character into their circle and help open her eyes to the outside world? Would you consider Cath a wallflower? Would you consider Charlie a fanboy? Also discuss the way that the novels deal with mental illness; drugs, alcohol, and sex; and the transition from high school life to college life.
  11. What do you think about the Simon Snow series? Most readers consider it to be an expy of Harry Potter. What other fandoms do you see it drawing from? Why do you think Rowell chose to create her own fake series of books rather than having Cath and Wren be fangirls for an existing series? Would you read the Simon Snow series? Why or why not? Did the series feel familiar to you, or did you feel like you needed more knowledge about it? Do you think you would be active in the fandom? Would you ship Simon/Baz? Would you read Carry On, Simon?

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Fangirl (Book Review)

fangirlFangirl by Rainbow Rowell has been one of my favorite books for a long time, and because it is a book about loving books (well, one book/series in particular) I thought it would be a good one for my YA book club. Also, picking it gave me an excuse to reread it, which is always fun.

What’s it about?

Fangirl follows 18-year-old Cather Avery during her first year of college. Cath had expected to have her twin sister Wren to provide a buffer between her and the rest of the world, but Wren has other plans. She all but disappears from Cath’s life by throwing herself into the college experience, leaving Cath to deal with things on her own. Things Cath has to deal with include a tough fiction-writing teacher, her intimidating roommate Reagan, Reagan’s alarmingly charming maybe-boyfriend Levi, and the expectations of thousands of readers who are waiting with baited breath for Cath’s fanfiction of the popular Simon Snow series.

What’d I think?

When I first read Fangirl, I was pretty much Cath. I still am, kind of, but I’m not in my first year of college anymore. I had never come across another character I related to as much or as painfully: Cath disappears into her reading and writing. She is afraid to stick her neck out. She doesn’t feel cut out for the real world, and she is constantly anxious. The funny thing is, back then, I was a fangirl without knowing what a fangirl was. I’d never actually seen the word ‘fangirl’ before. I knew fanfic and slash shipping existed but I didn’t realize exactly how big they are. Fangirl was my first foray into novels about fandom, which—as anyone who has read any of my reviews knows—is one of my favorite subgenres. It was a good introduction, and I still love the book even now that I’m more familiar with that world.

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Cath

It is a really good first step into fandom. It uses fandom language sparingly, and the terms that are used are explained, because there are enough characters–like Reagan and Levi–who aren’t big fans that Cath is often called upon to explain her enthusiasm. It has a laser focus on a few elements; other ones are mentioned but not elaborated on or

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Cath, about Simon and Baz

skipped entirely. For example, Cath mentions that she enjoys online interaction, but there’s no sign of any online friends. For another, Cath and Wren attend a midnight book release but they don’t dress up and they don’t see any cosplayers (or, at least, not any that do it properly). The references throughout the novel are very fun, though. Simon Snow is an obvious expy of Harry Potter, but Cath and the other characters drop all sorts of references to other fictional works. I noticed idly that Fangirl actually didn’t hit any of the mega-nerdy mainstays (Doctor Who, Stark Trek, Supernatural, etc.) that usually pop up in this type of book, opting for slightly ones that are more recognizable to a general audience (Junie B. Jones, Encyclopedia Jones, Gilmore Girls, etc.). It did have Lord of the Rings and Battlestar Galactica, though. Fangirl is one of the easier entry-points to fandom and books about it because it is about a fangirl learning to live in the real world rather than a fangirl interacting with the fandom. Cath is at college, not a con. Her friends are classmates and family members, not big name fans and cult icons. This isn’t a critique of the novel (duh, I love this novel); it is simply an observation.

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Now I’m really in the mood to reread Carry On

A major element of the novel is the romance. It’s a really interesting romance story, because the love interest is absolutely not who you’d expect for a girl like Cath. He doesn’t read much or very well. He makes painful spelling errors and is an Advanced Extrovert. He’s charming ,but honestly… he is exhausting. It’s interesting because there are two potential love interests (but NOT a love triangle) and the guy Cath actually dates is 100% not someone I would’ve picked for her, and yet the relationship somehow works in an extreme example of opposites-attract.

More important (to me) than the romance is the family drama. Cath’s journey as she is forced to discover herself without being half of a set with Wren is fascinating (and terrifying; I see in myself Cath’s desire to hide behind established friends and family members), and I really liked the way Rowell dealt with Cath and Wren’s parents. A lot of books push parents to the background to let the young cast take center stage, but Fangirl does an excellent job with Cath’s parents. Her father’s mental illness—and the way it affects Cath and Wren—is dealt with deftly and compassionately. Her mother, despite her limited pagetime, has a big impact on the novel as a whole. Even though they may not be the world’s best parents, they are fully developed characters with integral roles.

Also, I love Reagan. The friendship between Cath and Reagan is one of the best parts of the book. There are many places where a different writer would have made Cath and Reagan fight or fail to support each other, but Rowell never goes down the All Women Hate Each Other route.

Is there anything I didn’t like?

It’d be taking it too far to say these were things I truly disliked, but I thought the fanfic Cath read to Levi went on a little too long, and I could make the argument that the romance was overemphasized in the latter half of the novel. These are very minor complaints, though.

so what do you thinkWhat’s the verdict?

Mostly, though, Fangirl is just fun to read. There are all sorts of characters, all of whom are going through their own things and all of whom are either likable or relatable or both. The central romance is cute and atypical, and the family storyline hits all the right notes. Obviously, fangirls (and fanboys) will love Fangirl, but it’s a really good read for anyone who feels awkward or out of step with the world, especially for people being forced into adulthood for the first time.


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The Sun Also Rises (Book Review)

the sun also risesI went into The Sun Also Rises by Ernest Hemingway knowing that I probably wouldn’t like it. I haven’t read a lot by Hemingway, but I have disliked what I’ve read. I tried to go into The Sun Also Rises with an open mind, but I did not care for it. I mean, obviously. Look how long it took for me to read it.

Here’s the thing. I get that Hemingway revolutionized writing, or whatever. But I think you can appreciate the impact that someone had without continuing to use it. Like, we don’t use telegraphs anymore, because there are better ways to communicate. I don’t like the patented short Hemingway sentence or, at least, I don’t like it when it isn’t mixed in with other sentences of varying lengths. Novels are more compelling when there are linguistic surprises. Hemingway’s language is flat. I also don’t like that Hemingway refuses to use dialogue tags. I don’t like that I never care about any of his characters (and in some cases—*cough cough Mike*—I actively hate them) or his directionless plots. Again… I get it. Hemingway is a modernist (admittedly I’m not a huge fan of the Modernists, though I don’t mind Kafka or Eliot), so it is intentional that his characters are directionless in their post-war lives. But did they have to spend so much time getting drunk and insisting on buying each other drinks with money they didn’t have? Once, fine. Twice, okay. Infinity times over the course of two hundred pages… it gets old.

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It is true that Hemingway succeeded in transporting me to the Spanish bullfights; I did feel like I was there. It is also true that there are very few places that I would less like to be than at a bullfight. It is hard to see the bullfights as something beautiful and skillful when they are so pointlessly dangerous and cruel. Maybe I’m naïve, but I didn’t realize that the bullfighters actually killed the bulls, or that there was random horse-goring as well. I couldn’t tell if I was supposed to find the bullfighting fiesta horrifying or fun, since I was appalled but Jake, Brett, and Hemingway’s other characters were very enthusiastic. I thought maybe it was being used as a metaphor about things making sense when it is a show of violence that pits man vs. his clear enemy (in this case an angry bull), but then I saw the pictures of Hemingway himself fighting the bulls and thought… who would go that far for a metaphor?

erin i don't get itSooooo. The Sun Also Rises… not my thing. Maybe it just isn’t my thing. Maybe I’m missing something hugely significant that someone will explain to me in the comments and I’ll kick myself and be forced to rethink my life/reading. Maybe Hemingway isn’t as amazing as everyone says. The point is… I finished it, and now I can scratch it off my poster. Here’s hoping the next one is more enjoyable.

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Crazy Ex-Girlfriend 3×12 Review (Trent?!)

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Previous Reviews:  3×01 3×02 3×03 3×04 3×05 3×06 3×07 3×08 3×09 3×10 3×11

Trent is one of the most hilarious characters on Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, and since everyone is hilarious, that’s saying something. He is just so earnestly creepy. Also, he’s fascinating as a Rebecca mirror. He is Rebecca, but Rebecca has so little self-awareness that she doesn’t see it. On a shallower note, the fact that literally everyone describes Trent by his turtlenecks cracks me up. Apparently, there is nothing else noticeable about him.

Also, this episode forewent the s3 “You Do/You Don’t Want to be Crazy” song in favor of Trent singing the s2 themesong “I’m Just a Girl Boy in Love” complete with the ridiculous choreography and awkwardly long BLAM! It’s great. It may actually be the best part of the whole episode, and overall it is a good episode.

gurlgroup4evah.jpgThe episode starts with Rebecca telling the #gurlgroup4evah that she’s done with dating and that she’s prepared to be alone forever. She’s even started shopping for cats, so enthusiastically that she sings a song about it: “A Buttload of Cats.” In true Crazy Ex-Girlfriend form, the song is totally ridiculous while simultaneously questioning (and subverting) stereotypes:

PUPPET CATS: Why have cats over time become synonymous with loneliness? We’ve got to work on our collective image. We need a new publicist. The ironic part is we’re not that friendly. If you’re lonely, we might make it worse.

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Trent is so good/bad at blackmail.

Rebecca’s cat search gets cut short because Trent shows up and blackmails her into being his girlfriend again. He’s been stalking her and knows about the hit she put on Nathaniel’s girlfriend Mona in the midst of her hormone-induced frenzy a few episodes back. To be honest, I thought that the dark web thing was a one-off joke and didn’t even bother recapping it. Whoops. The point is, Trent wants Rebecca to be his girlfriend and Rebecca hates Trent, so she decides to take him to the office (on a day Nathaniel won’t be there) so that she can get Paula’s help.

Paula is initially hesitant to get involved with the Trent problem, because she is past the scheming part of her life and she wants to settle in and be a good lawyer. Of course, being the good friend that she is, Rebecca lies and tells Paula that Trent has a bunch of dirt on Paula as well.

REBECCA: I’m here because I’m looking out for you and your dreams and your family.

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We haven’t seen Paula’s family in a while.

Paula agrees, but only halfheartedly. Rebecca tries to get her pumped up but Paula’s heart is no longer in it. Rebecca sings “Back in Action” and Paula eyerolls her way through it.

PAULA: Do we really need a guitar solo right now?

Honestly, does anyone really need a guitar solo ever?

They put a tracking device on Trent and discover that he’s spending a lot of time at a storage unit, which of course means that he’s smuggling drugs. They go to check it out, but instead of finding drug paraphernalia they find more evidence of Trent’s Rebecca obsession (who could have seen that coming?) and a box that explodes with green paint. Oops.

TRENT: It’s my love test. You failed. You’re breaking my heart.

Rebecca explains that she will never love Trent and that blackmailing her and getting her to pretend won’t change anything. Trent leaves, handing Rebecca his pile of printed emails, which is just a “symbolic gesture” because everything is on his computer. It’s implied he’ll get rid of it all, though, or at least not use it.

Rebecca never ‘fesses up to Paula about lying—though she does kind of apologize—but she does thank her for helping and reaffirms that Paula is her best friend.

Nathaniel tells Rebecca that she’s a good person, and the lack of an “I’m a Good Person” musical cue indicates that that’s not as laughably untrue as it was two years ago.

Elsewhere in the episode…

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Supernatural 13×13 Review (Devil’s Bargain)

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Previous Reviews: 13×01 13×02 13×03 13×0413×05 13×06 13×07 13×08 13×09 13×10 13×11 13×12

As I do in all fiction, I have favorite characters on Supernatural. Dean and Cas are numbers one and two (they swap, depending on the episode). Sam is obviously high on the list. Claire ranks pretty high. In past seasons (aka before they died), characters like Crowley, Jo, Garth, Charlie, Eileen, Kevin, Balthazar, and Gabriel did as well. If any of those characters carried an episode almost by themselves both plot-wise and emotionally, I would be fine with it. Character-centric episodes are usually my favorites. Dean helms episodes all the time. Sam does it, though not as much as Dean has. Cas has had one or two episodes to himself (“The Man Who Would be King” and “Lily Sunder has Some Regrets” come to mind). Claire had “Wayward Sisters.” But not all characters are equal, and some of them are not really worth getting highlighted.

Lucifer is one of those characters, at least for me. Apparently the show’s writers think otherwise. He had so much screentime. He had more screentime than Sam, Dean, and Cas. I mean, I assume. I didn’t time it or anything, but it certainly felt that way. That’s a

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bummer because I really liked the Winchester half of the episode, but wasn’t particularly engaged by by Lucifer and Sister Jo/Anael. Anael will probably shape up to be an interesting character, but new character introductions tend to work better when said character interacts with characters the audience cares about. As far as I can tell, most of the fandom feels that Lucifer’s arc ended a long time ago. I’m not necessarily saying that I want him gone stat or that I think the show would be better off without him, but I wasn’t torn up about it when I thought briefly that Cas had killed him last week. In other words… it might have been a good call to shuffle the episode a little differently to give some of the villainous screentime away to the heroes.

But enough of that. I should probably get into the recap now, because a lot happened this episode. Why is it that all the major season-long arc stuff happens in the same episode?

Weak from having been stabbed last week, Cas collapses on the ground with blood coming of his mouth. A pair of boys find him and poke him with a stick. I have to say: I am a little worried about those kids. Despite being firmly convinced that he’s dead, they are strangely unconcerned about having found a dead body. Cas gets up unexpectedly, frightening the boys and confusing me. Was he actually dead again? If so, did he annoy the Empty into banishing him again? Is he immortal now? If not, what was the point of that whole thing? What happened to the blood that was gushing out of his mouth, and why didn’t he seem at all weak the whole rest of the episode?

Cas returns to the bunker and explains what happened to him. Dean and Sam are horrified that they didn’t realize that they weren’t actually talking to Cas. Cas seems a little upset, but also resigned to the fact that his best friends are idiots. To be fair, there’s idiocy to share. Dean is particularly unimpressed by the fact that Cas’ whole ordeal started when he decided to try working with Lucifer.

DEAN: Cas, I specifically told you not to do anything stupid.

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The funny thing about that is that he actually did tell him specifically not to do anything stupid. In fact, discussion about Cas’ stupid plans is getting more and more common:

In 12×10

CAS: If I plan to do anything else stupid, I’ll let you know.

In 13×07

DEAN: Don’t do anything stupid

and

SAM: Don’t worry. You did tell [Cas] not to do anything stupid.

DEAN: Right. When’s the last time that worked?

Later, when Sam isn’t around, Dean apologizes to Cas for not noticing he’d been replaced. Cas mostly handwaves it by saying he shouldn’t have gotten kidnapped. It kind of ends up as them both saying “I suck” “no I suck.” But at least they’re communicating.

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Queens of Geek (Book Review)

queens of geek.jpgQueens of Geek by Jen Wilde is another one that I heard about by reading other people’s book review blogs. So if you reviewed this positively, you may assume that I saw your review and read it by your recommendation. So… thanks. As I’ve said approximately eighteen thousand times, I love books about fans and fandom, so this one was immediately appealing to me.

What’s it about?

Queens of Geek follows Australian friends Taylor, Charlie, and Jamie over a weekend at SupaCon in America. Charlie is there as a panelist; she’s a popular YouTuber turned movie star. She plans to have a good time at the con, but her plans are complicated by the unexpected appearance of her costar/cheating ex-boyfriend Reese, with whom she is passionately shipped by fans. Taylor and Jamie are there in part to cheer for Charlie and also to meet Taylor’s favorite author, whose series Queen Firestone helped Taylor through some difficult periods in her life. Over the course of the weekend, the three address deep-seated insecurities and find love.

What’d I think?

I love how diverse the novel is. One thing I love about fandom—and by extension, books about it—is how inclusive it is. People from all walks of life are joined by their love of books or TV or music or whatever it is they love. The main cast of Queens of Geek is nicely diverse: Taylor is plus-sized and has clinical anxiety and Asperger’s. Charlie is Chinese-American and bisexual. Jamie is Hispanic. Alyssa is a black lesbian. Even the characters who only pop up for one or two scenes are diverse. The characters are all really great to each other. Their differences are present, but not made an overly big deal. The most significant difference between Charlie and Taylor, for instance, has nothing to do with race or sexuality: Charlie is a vivacious go-getter, and Taylor is tentative and introverted. With a few glaring exceptions, everyone is there for everyone else, and they use fandom as something to bring them together from literally all over the world.

it's not okayThe only issue that arises from the diversity is a problem with society, not with the book. There are a few clunky paragraphs explaining things that really shouldn’t have to be explained. At one point Taylor confronts Reese for bisexual erasure. At another, she meets another character who helps her see that being on the Autism spectrum doesn’t make her bad or wrong. It just is. These passages, while important, do occasionally feel a little too much like a crash course in Being a Decent Human Being 101. It’s good that there’s fiction out there that addresses and explains these sorts of things, but at the same time… wtf, guys. It’s 2018. Why do we still need writers to tell us that it’s not okay to fatshame or to hurl anonymous abuse on the Internet?

Both the romantic storylines were cute. I liked all three characters and found both Taylor and Charlie, the narrators, really relatable. I think it would be a rare person who couldn’t see him/herself in one or both of the girls. The desire to find your place and the fear that you won’t is pretty universal. Taylor’s terror of her world changing after high school and Charlie’s nervousness about being a different person than the world expects are both well written and easy to empathize with. I also love how supportive everyone is of each other. Yes, there are romantic storylines going on, but Charlie and Taylor always make time for each other. I say it all the time, but it is worth saying all the time: platonic friendships make or break a story, even a romantic story.

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How’s the fandom content?

Good. The book uses some fandom lingo, but not so much that it would alienate people who aren’t deeply into fandom. The main characters cosplay and do trivia contests and blog about their enthusiasm. It’s not the most densely fandom-saturated book I’ve ever read, but there’s plenty.
Me being me, I loved all the little geeky callouts. My favorite was the chapter where Taylor fangirls over Supernatural and particularly Dean (and Destiel). I love how Supernatural is the go-to standard for modeling TV fandom. I mean, I totally get it. The Supernatural fandom is fierce. My personal fandoms don’t totally line up with the Queens of Geek squad’s—they’re more into video games than I am, and watch a lot of shows I’m not familiar with—but, even though I obviously prefer references that I get, it really doesn’t matter when they fangirl over something I don’t know. Fandom is a language that has an infinite number of minor dialects; even if you don’t get every little nuance of what’s being said, you can still understand it.

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Is there I didn’t like?

Well, it’s more a minor quibble than something I legitimately didn’t like. I never did figure out how famous Charlie is. She is somehow simultaneously the lead actress in a major blockbuster franchise and a niche YouTuber. She doesn’t have enough clout to invite a few friends to a party but she can trend worldwide and tell her studio to suck it when they ask her to do things she isn’t comfortable with. It’s interesting how many fandom books have a character who is on the other side of fandom, whether it is an actor or an artist. I’ve theorized in the past that despite the love that these writers obviously have for fandom, there’s a need to “legitimize” it for a larger commercial audience. I don’t know. Let me know what you think about that.

TL;DR

Queens of Geek is a very fun love letter to fans and fandom. There are lots of lovely geeky references, the characters are quirky and relatable, the love stories—although admittedly a little cheesy—are cute, and both the new and longstanding friendships are encouraging and healthy. There’s a lot in this book to like; anyone who likes diverse characters, fandom, and YA romance will enjoy it.

Report card.

Writing: B                                            Characters: A                                 Plot: B

Themes: A                                            Fun: A                                             Final: A


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