Burn (Book Review)

Patrick Ness is one of my all-time favorite writers. A Monster Calls is one of the best books I’ve ever read, and I am endlessly amazed by Ness’ creativity and pure talent. All his books are extremely different (The Rest of Us Just Live Here is a hilarious meta take on fantasy; And the Ocean Was Our Sky is essentially Moby Dick from the whales’ perspective; Release is at once a contemporary coming-of-age and a fantasy retelling of Mrs. Dalloway; and A Monster Calls is about a young boy making sense of his mother’s imminent death), but they’re all absolutely amazing. I’ll read literally anything he writes, but I was especially excited for Burn because I adore fantasy and I’ve been on a major fantasy kick lately. I was not wrong to be excited, because Burn is vaulted over my high expectations.

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What’s it about?

In an alternate universe, dragons have lived alongside humans for as long as anyone can remember. They’re feared and disliked, but there has long been a truce. Having fallen on hard times, Sarah and her father are forced to hire a dragon for some cheap farm labor. She is unaware that a teenage assassin, a member of a dragon-worshipping cult, is coming to kill her and that the hired claw has come because of a prophecy that predicts that she will save the world.

What’d I think?

This book is just so good. I shouldn’t be surprised by how tightly plotted, well written, and thematically surprising it is considering Ness’ phenomenal body of work, but… wow. There is a lot going on in Burn. There are a lot of characters and they all have complex emotional journeys, but the balance is masterful. Sometimes books with large casts and a revolving POV have dead spots where one character can’t hold interest as well as the others, but that’s absolutely not the case here. The storylines all click together like puzzle pieces, and they are all sufficiently interesting even before they come together.

Burn takes place in 1957, during the Cold War, and Ness makes excellent use of the historical period. The threat of nuclear war is a major part of Burn; humanity threatens itself so thoroughly that dragons are way down the list of secondary concerns. One of the major themes of the novel is humanity’s great potential for violence and destruction; kindness, love, empathy… those are choices people make even when up against great pain and danger.

The tension with the Russians isn’t the only product of the era present in Burn. Sarah (who is biracial) and her best friend Jason (a Japanese-American whose mother died in an internment camp) spend their lives dodging the racist attentions of a local sheriff. Nelson is living out of his car after being kicked out of his home by homophobic parents. Nuclear war is not the only destruction humanity is capable of; there’s a lot of ugliness and violence even in the day-to-day, and the little scenes of people triumphing over discrimination are nearly as triumphant as the obvious fantasy-protagonist-saving-the-world moments. If anything, they’re more affirming. Of course I want Sarah to save the world, but on an emotional level I care more about her getting the upper hand against Deputy Kelby and about Malcom confronting and coming to terms with his religious brainwashing.

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September 2020 Wrap-Up

I had a pretty good month, in terms of entertainment consumption. In addition to finding two new favorite shows, I read more books this month than I have in a while, and most of them were excellent. I’ve gotten pretty behind on my reviews, but the books that don’t have review links now will get them in the near future.

Here’s what I read…

An Absolutely Remarkable Thing by Hank Green (Carls #1)

I have a bad habit of reading books when they first come out and then forgetting everything about them by the time the sequel is released. I really enjoyed An Absolutely Remarkable Thing back when I read it in 2018, so I was really excited when I saw A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor on bestseller lists (especially since, as a person who doesn’t usually read books intended for regular, non-young adults, I am very rarely excited by bestsellers). I wanted to jump right in and read it, but I decided to revisit book one first because I didn’t remember enough about it. I liked it just as much this time around. It’s very creative and very smart, and it continues to be incredibly relevant. An Absolutely Remarkable Thing is about the choices humanity makes in the face of an unknown danger, and the ways that fear can split us. If that’s not an important topic right now… what is? ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐


The Pull of the Stars by Emma Donoghue

I knew right off the bat that The Pull of the Stars was not going to be my kind of book. I don’t have the temperament to enjoy a book about a pandemic during a pandemic, and I never like reading about pregnancy or childbirth. But when you’re in a book club, you read the book assigned for book club. It’s bad book club etiquette to not read or not finish the assigned book, even if you dislike it. The whole point of book club is to expand your reading horizons. I liked The Pull of the Stars more than I expected to, which is to say that I did not hate it. The writing is excellent, and it did not make me nearly as anxious as I anticipated. I think it would have benefited greatly from a few more months of rigorous editing to balance the story a little better, but overall it was decent. ⭐⭐⭐


Darius the Great is Not Okay by Adib Khorram

I love this book. I first read it last year, and it easily made my top ten list. Then I found out about the sequel. I was already looking for an excuse to reread Darius. I loved it just as well the second time around. It’s amazing that this is Khorram’s first novel, because the balance between the many different themes and storylines–Darius’ strained relationship with his father, his burgeoning friendship with Sohrab, his regret at not knowing his grandparents because of their physical distance, his depression, his first real encounter with his Persian culture and his discomfort in not knowing it better, his unspoken queerness, etc.–feels effortless. I’m overjoyed that Darius warranted a sequel; while it is brilliant as a stand-alone novel, that green light means that the book has found an audience. I live and work in a conservative state, so I don’t always see diverse novels selling the way that they should, so I’m relieved that there are people reading books like this, even if I don’t always encounter them.  ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐


A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor by Hank Green (Carls #2)

This is a lot more science-fictiony than the novel it follows. That’s not necessarily a bad thing. I’m sure a lot of people will prefer this sequel to the first book because it’s more science-fictiony. Personally, sci-fi isn’t my genre. If the science is a conduit for nuanced social commentary, I’m totally onboard, and that’s why I enjoyed An Absolutely Remarkable Thing as much as I did. A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor is more about an action and alien-filled plot than about the fundamental truths of humanity. That doesn’t make it a lesser book by any means, but it does mean that I personally do not like it quite as well as its predecessor. ⭐⭐⭐⭐


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My Top 10 Books of 2019

It’s hard to believe that another whole year has passed! 2019 went by way too fast, and I did embarrassingly badly on my annual reading goal. I always try to read 100 books, because that’s a nice, even number. I also try to read one classic per every ten books. I failed on both counts. I only managed to read 92 books, and only eight of them were classics. I can lay my failures entirely at the feet of Leo Tolstoy. I finally read War and Peace this year. It took me three weeks and burned me out on classics for the rest of the year. As a result, I didn’t have as many books to pick from for my annual top and bottom tens, which means that a few books made it onto lists they wouldn’t otherwise have appeared on. Still, I’ve kept my top-ten qualifications the same as they’ve always been: I must have read a book for the first time in 2019 for it to make this list, and no author may appear on the same list more than once.

But before I get to the real list, I have to give a quick shoutout to some of the books I reread. They’re not eligible for official top-ten status this year (some of them have made the list in the past few years, though!), but they deserve to be highlighted yet again.

Amazing Books I Reread this Year

The Husband’s Secret by Liane Moriarty; The Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan; The ABC Murders by Agatha Christie; The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood; Which Witch? by Eva Ibbotson; The Mysterious Benedict Society by Trenton Lee Stewart; I’ll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson; A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness

My Top 10 Books of 2019

my whole truth10) My Whole Truth by Mischa Thrace

Even though I have every intention of expanding my reading horizons, I often end up staying within a few genres because every time I branch out I’m reminded of why I like what I like. Sometimes, though, pushing my limits rewards me with something like My Whole Truth. I’m a pathetic scaredy-cat, so I have to ration how often I read scary books. I’m glad this is the one I read. It follows Seelie, a teenage girl who killed a popular classmate in self defense when–high on drugs–he violently assaulted her and is put on trial for his murder. It’s a powerful book that is incredibly timely in our #metoo world, and it is written in such a way that it’s impossible to put down. Every time I thought I had reached a spot where I could put it down and go to sleep, I hit another heart-stopping plot twist and had to keep going until I reached the very end. Interestingly, according to Goodreads, this was also the least popular book I read this year.


red scrolls of magic9) The Red Scrolls of Magic by Cassandra Clare and Wesley Chu

I love all of Cassandra Clare’s Shadowhunters, but I love Alec the most. When I first read City of Bones a decade ago, I wasn’t sure how much I liked it… except for Alec (well, and Simon). I connected to Alec even with his minimal pagetime. I loved him. I waited impatiently for him to reappear between his appearances. So it wasn’t exactly a surprise that I loved this new Shadowhunter novel that put Alec front and center. I also, weirdly, have a fondness for fantasy novels that sort of shrug in the general direction of plot. Like, plot is good. Plot is great. But sometimes all I want is to go on vacation with my favorite characters, and if they happen to casually save the world on that vacation, so much the better. See also: Wayward Son.


our chemical hearts8) Our Chemical Hearts by Krystal Sutherland

I read lots of young adult novels. I love them. I think they’re awesome, and I am unashamed to say that I firmly believe that many of them are as good and better than quote-unquote “real” books. Young Adult books tackle issues like mental health often, and some of them–like Our Chemical Hearts–really nail it. I usually hate putting one thing down for the purpose of boosting another, but I’m going to make an exception and do it and say that Our Chemical Hearts is everything that All the Bright Places by Jennifer Niven wishes to be, and I’m devastated that Niven’s book is the one that’s getting the hype, acclaim, and movie adaptation. Our Chemical Hearts has a well-meaning but selfish narrator who falls in love with a girl suffering from terrible depression. It’s raw and painful, and at no point is depression romanticized. It’s like Sutherland took a list of all the dangerous tropes found in the most irresponsible fiction and somehow crafted a compelling narration by subverting them.


ninth house7) Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo

I love Leigh Bardugo. If you didn’t know that, you’ve clearly never visited my blog before. (No shade if you haven’t; hardly anyone has). She’s brilliant. She seamlessly combines interesting, complicated, morally dubious characters with twisty plots and socially relevant commentary. While Ninth House does address some of the same themes that are present in her Grishaverse novels, it is a notable departure from her standard fare as it takes place in a world very much like ours, which gives the ugliness an extra edge. It follows a young college girl desperately trying to solve a murder that is probably tied up in dangerous magical rituals she is meant to help control, and it is both terrifying and inventive. It is set in a magical underbelly at Yale, and while the blood rituals and ghosts are made up (hopefully, lol) the story and the setting is grounded in reality in a way that’s rare for fantasy. Plus, the paralleling of magic and bodily autonomy is masterfully done.


wayward son6) Wayward Son by Rainbow Rowell

Remember how I said vacationing with favorite characters is fun? Apparently that’s what I was in the mood for this year. Many of my favorite books from this year are from writers I already counted amongst my favorites, and this is no exception. Rainbow Rowell’s Fangirl was the first book that I felt fully seen by, and she’s been one of my instant-buy authors ever since then. While Wayward Son doesn’t play with meta like its predecessor Carry On does, it’s still a deeply satisfying sequel. It’s fluffy and romantic without being too cheesy, and it manages to tell a surprisingly emotional story about disappointment and depression while it’s at it (weirdly, a lot of my favorite books this year dealt with depression). Rowell could have skated by doing far less with Wayward Son, and I for one am overjoyed that she put as much into it as she did.


i wish you all the best5) I Wish You All the Best by Mason Deaver

Strong characters make strong stories, and I Wish You All the Best‘s Ben is one of the best-written characters I came across this year. Ben’s story is heartbreaking, but it is also hopeful. The writing is excellent, and the story is filled to the brim with fascinating relationships, some beautiful and fulfilling and others toxic and manipulative. Deaver manages to tell the gutwrenching story of a nonbinary teenager relearning how to trust after being thrown out of their home by their supposedly loving parents with grace and even, occasionally, humor; it’s a deeply personal, internal story that rests squarely on Ben’s shoulders, and Ben is such a fascinating character that it very much works.


little and lion4) Little & Lion by Brandy Colbert

I love novels about relationships and identity, and this one–which is about a pair of stepsiblings during a rough patch–is absolutely wonderful. My closest and most meaningful relationships are with my siblings, so when books make those relationships a priority instead of writing off the younger sibling as a brat or the older one as a bully, it stands out to me. Plus, Colbert fleshes out her characters really well. Lionel has recently been diagnosed as bipolar and Suzette is coming to terms with her sexuality, both of which are storylines that could support a novel on their own, but Colbert expertly makes these changes only a part of their stories. Little & Lion is a complex story, but it is written so well that doesn’t feel difficult.


darius the great is not okay3) Darius the Great is Not Okay by Adib Khorram

Darius the Great is Not Okay is a love story. It’s about the love between a father and a son (even though that love is complicated by a lack of understanding). It’s about the love between two new friends in a friendship (that might be something more). It’s about the love of one’s culture and heritage (while discovering it for the first time). I don’t know what it is that called out to me about this novel, as I’d never heard of it or its author before reading it, but I’m so glad I did read it, because it was one of the loveliest surprises I had this year. This novel is fiercely character-driven, and watching Darius figure himself out is beautiful. This has one of the best father-son storylines that I’ve ever read, and that is in addition to the poignant depiction of a boy discovering his own culture for the first time. This novel is a masterclass in winding identity, relationships, and culture together.


on the come up2) On the Come Up by Angie Thomas

Angie Thomas is absolutely spectacular. The Hate U Give made my top ten list the first year I read it, and On the Come Up made this one even though–being the fifth book I read in 2019–I had a lot of time to forget about it. A lot of the strengths of this book are the same as the other books in this list: the characters and the strong messages. Protagonist Bri anchors On the Come Up, and she is a magnetic force. It’s impossible not to be drawn to her. The writing is great. I despise poetry and can’t stand when novels force me to read it, but the lyrics to Bri’s raps are actually great and not once was I tempted to skip over them. On the Come Up, like Thomas’ first book, addresses very serious real-world issues in a masterful way. When you read the descriptions, they sound like they’re going to be extremely political. When you read the novels themselves, you learn a lot about the world and feel motivated to help change it, but as secondary responses to enjoying an exceptional story.


1) Radio Silence by Alice Oseman (or Solitaire; take your pick)

radio silenceI know, I know. I cheated on this. I said I was only going to solitairehighlight one novel per author, but then I couldn’t pick between Radio Silence and Solitaire. I knew Alice Oseman had to take number one this year, though. She was my favorite discovery because she writes so honestly about brokenness while keeping enough hope alive with beautiful friendships and characters who defy what it means to be normal. Oseman’s books are clever and nerdy and heartfelt, and I raced through them. I am so grateful to the other book bloggers who have been raving about Radio Silence, because I never would have found Alice Oseman without their reviews, and I’m thrilled about having found her. I absolutely need to get my hands on her third book, I Was Born For This, but am having trouble finding out where to buy it. [Update: I loved it]

Quarterly Report Oct-Dec 2019

the testamentsThe Testaments by Margaret Atwood ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Margaret Atwood’s long-awaited (34 years!) sequel to her terrifying and groundbreaking Handmaid’s Tale does not disappoint. Her writing is as deliberate and masterful as ever, and even though I don’t think The Testaments quite reaches the highs or the lows of its near-flawless predecessor, it’s still a great sequel even if it is arguably superfluous. Gilead, the nightmarishly sexist and authoritarian landscape of the duology, feels even more alarmingly possible today than it did when Atwood first introduced it in 1985, making The Handmaid’s Tale and The Testaments both as scary as they are scarily good, and the former is an absolute must-read.


emergency contactEmergency Contact by Mary H.K. Choi ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Other than centering on a romantic relationship that probably would have been better had it stayed platonic, Emergency Contact is enjoyable. It’s a pretty standard (good) YA book. The characters are cute, there’s some handling of more serious issues (like anxiety disorders, substance abuse, and unplanned pregnancy) that deepen the story without bogging it down or making it less fun, and the texting is a nice way to present a modern relationship. Mary H.K. Choi has a new book out as of a month or so ago, and while I’m not going to rush out to read it, if I happen upon it at the library at some point in the future, I’ll probably read it.


after i doAfter I Do by Taylor Jenkins Reid ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

I loved After I Do. It’s a rare take on a love story, but one that I really want to see more often; getting together is not the end of a love story, not even close. Focusing on the part of a partnership after the initial spark has gone out and irritating habits make themselves known allows author Taylor Jenkins Reid to explore ideas of what it means to love someone. Throughout the course of the novel, the characters question the role of romance in their lives and the main character Lauren gets the opportunity to focus on her familial and platonic relationships in a way she couldn’t—or in any case hadn’t—while married, and she gets to rediscover herself as an individual. The writing isn’t spectacular. I could tell that this is one of Reid’s early books, but that did not keep me from thoroughly enjoying the excellent themes, fully developed characters, and realistic but still romantic love story.


finding yvonneFinding Yvonne by Brandy Colbert ⭐⭐⭐⭐

I read Little and Lion by Brandy Colbert a couple of weeks ago and really loved it. When I wrote my review for it, I said that I was going to search out her other work, and now I have. I wasn’t as blown away by Finding Yvonne as I expected to be following Little and Lion, but that’s no slight to Colbert’s writing. A few pacing issues aside, the book is an excellent story about growing up, dwindling passion, friendship, class and more. I wish that Colbert had slowed down a bit at the end, because the story could have used a couple of extra chapters, but the rest of the book is good enough that it hardly matters. A few plot points rubbed me the wrong way, but that has more to do with particular storylines that I historically dislike, which means that people with different hangups likely don’t even know what I’m talking about (but I’m not going to clarify, because they’re all late-act twists and I try to avoid spoilers whenever possible).


wayward sonWayward Son by Rainbow Rowell ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Wayward Son is a ton of fun. I’m glad that it takes a slow approach to plot and spends most of its page time on characters and relationships. The people reading Wayward Son are here for its heroes, so I’m glad Rainbow Rowell didn’t shortchange their development for plot stuff. From its inception, the Simon Snow series has been a love letter to fandom, and Wayward Son is an official/”real” book that focuses hard on the things most beloved in fandom (specifically: it’s openly queer, focuses on mental health issues, and spends more pages on emotional downtime than dramatic plot stuff). While I wish that there had been more parody, as I loved that element in Carry On, overall I have no complaints about Wayward Son. I flew through it and now I’m ready for book three. There better not be a four-year hiatus this time, because now there is a cliffhanger I need resolved.


frankly in loveFrankly in Love by David Yoon ⭐⭐

I really wish that I could have liked Frankly in Love more than I did. Even though there wasn’t any real evidence suggesting it, I was convinced that this was going to end up being a favorite, and instead it really disappointed me. It’s been a while since I’ve been this disappointed. An unappealing hero, predictable twists, and over-reliance of disgusting descriptions made Frankly in Love a novel I can’t really get behind, even though its depictions of racism and cultural conflicts are complex and fascinating.


lokiLoki: Where Mischief Lies by Mackenzi Lee ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Unfortunately, my primary impression from Loki is that it plays it safe where it should’ve gone way out there. Loki is a character perfectly suited to Mackenzi Lee’s strengths, but instead of playing into those strengths, Lee wrote an origin story that is made of potentially fascinating story blocks fashioned into something entertaining but a little bland. At the very end of the novel, things speed up and improve. It’s awesome. I only wish we could’ve started at that point instead of taking more than two hundred pages to get there. While it’s probably true that I would not have read Loki if a different writer had written it, I think it’s also true that I would’ve liked it more if it didn’t have Mackenzi Lee’s name on it. I brought too many expectations with me. I thought Lee and Loki were a match made in heaven, so I went into the novel assuming that it would be glorious. It’s good. It’s fun. The problem is that I expected it to be spectacular.


the promThe Prom by Saundra Mitchell (with Bob Martin, Chad Beguelin, and Matthew Sklar) ⭐⭐⭐

I have a hard time knowing what to say about The Prom. There are a lot of things about it that are good, but reading it upset me and put me on edge. There’s so much hatred and homophobia in it that it’s hard to see anything else. In truth, I struggle to know who this book is for, because queer readers are likely to be depressed or triggered by the too-real hate and too-easy love, and straight readers have plenty of happy prom stories of their own. The Prom the musical may be a comedy, but I’ll wait to comment on that until there’s a film version to see; The Prom the novel has a few moments of comedy in an onslaught of misery that relaxes only when it’s time for the neat happily-ever-after every YA romance needs. At the end of the day, I think the most honest thing I can say about The Prom is that I expected it to make me happy, and instead it made me sad.


ghosts of the shadow marketGhosts of the Shadow Market by Cassandra Clare (with Sarah Rees Brennan, Maureen Johnson, Kelly Link, and Robin Wasserman) ⭐⭐⭐

I love Cassandra Clare’s Shadowhunters, but I don’t like short stories. As a result, my responses to these collections are always a little mixed. I like half the stories in Ghosts of the Shadow Market; the other half struggled to keep my attention. There’s an uneasy mix of fluff and plot here. It would be hard to pitch a collection of short stories in which nothing happens, but honestly I kind of wish that’s what’d happened. Because so many of these stories take place in the past, any reader who has read through Queen of Air and Darkness (so, everyone) knows how everything shakes out. Jem doesn’t die, and he does eventually find Kit Herondale. These facts remove a lot of the tension from may of the earlier stories, and frustrated me at times because it made so much of Ghosts of the Shadow Market recaps of things I already knew. However, when Clare and her cowriters settle in to simply enjoy characters and eras we haven’t seen or haven’t seen in a while (revisiting Raphael was fun, and seeing Jace and the Lightwoods as children is always a treat), Ghosts hits its stride. It’s not the best Shadowhunter book, but it scratches the itch while we wait for the next one.


ninth houseNinth House by Leigh Bardugo ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Leigh Bardugo has quickly become one of my favorite writers. I was absolutely blown away by her spectacular Six of Crows, and I will read anything she ever writes. I was initially upset that she had published this book rather than the sequel to King of Scars, but after reading it my opinion changed. Ninth House is fantastic. It’s terrifying and atmospheric, and Bardugo masterfully mixes fantasy horror with terrors that are all too real. Ninth House is very much about sexist and sexual abuse, which makes for an agitating and occasionally upsetting read, but it is done so well and the mysteries in it are so compelling that Ninth House is overall somehow as enjoyable as it is terrifying.


a monster callsA Monster Calls by Patrick Ness (inspired by an idea from Siobhan Dowd) and illustrated by Jim Kay) ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

I’ve read A Monster Calls many times, but no matter how many times I read it I will never stop being blown away by it. It’s a small book, but it packs more emotional wallop than anything else I’ve ever read. I get emotionally invested in books, but I don’t cry. Usually. I have cried while reading A Monster Calls every single time. I can count on one hand the novels that have actually caused tears, and this is one of them. And no, that’s not an exaggeration: Les Misérables by Victor Hugo, History is All You Left Me by Adam Silvera, and A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness have reduced me to tears. That’s it. This book is devastating in its raw simplicity and beauty. It is both a deeply affecting story in its own right and a powerful catalyst to draw from the reader’s most profound experiences. People who read this book experience their own grief alongside Conor’s. I’ve never read anything else like it and I’ll keep reading it every year or so for no other reason than to experience again how evocative language can be. And I would be remiss not to praise Jim Kay (of illustrated Harry Potter fame) for his gorgeous and unique illustrations.


The Colors of All the Cattle by Alexander McCall Smith ⭐⭐⭐⭐

no1 ladies detective agency colors of all the cattleAlexander McCall Smith’s series The No. 1 Ladies’ Detective Agency is absolutely delightful. I’ve been reading it for years. They’re the sort of novels that are gentle and repetitive. Somehow the fact that all the books are basically the same is what makes me love them so much. The characters are incredibly charming, and the fact that they’re very set in their ways is part of that charm. The Colors of All the Cattle breaks from the format more than usual. It is not my favorite individual #1LDA novel because it has a very different feel… and not one that, in my opinion, fits the Ladies’ Detective Agency especially comfortably. That said, it’s still quite a lot of fun, and I very much enjoyed reading it.


circeCirce by Madeline Miller ⭐⭐⭐

Madeline Miller is an excellent writer. In her hands, Circe is so much more than a witch who turns people into pigs, and her story is in some ways a story of simmering rage and the oppressiveness of the patriarchy. Until she uses her powerful magic to change things, Circe is very much at the mercy of the powerful men in her life. Gods and heroes alternately abuse her and overlook her, and it’s immensely satisfying to see her come into her own. It’s particularly interesting that she is transformed from the mythological villainess into someone who is far more complicated than that. She is still arguably a villain, but she is also a hero and a victim and, more than any one of those, a person. Circe is impeccably written, but it didn’t command my attention like Miller’s previous novel did. My issues with it are all personal, though, and this is one of those mileage-may-vary situations. Plotlines centering around solitude and motherhood are unlikely to excite me, and the fact that Circe held my attention as well as it did despite its subject matter is a real testament to Miller’s skill as a writer. Anyone who does like to read about motherhood or who is interested in experiencing the transience of human life through they eyes of an immortal should definitely give Circe a go.


benedict society riddle of agesThe Mysterious Benedict Society and the Riddle of Ages by Trenton Lee Stewart ⭐⭐⭐⭐

When I opened this book up and realized that ¾ of the Mysterious Benedict Society are now in their late teens and that there is now a fifth member of the Society, I was deeply skeptical. I love these books, and only recently reread the first one and found to my delight that it holds up especially well even though I’m older and it was published more than a decade ago. There’s always a worry with childhood favorites, because what if they’re not as great as you remember? The Mysterious Benedict Society is, and when I saw how much things had been shaken up for book four, I was afraid. Thankfully, I didn’t need to be. As always, there’s a great combination of cleverness (I don’t know how Stewart comes up with all his riddles and tricky clues) and adventure. Riddle of Ages is a great continuation of what remains one of my favorite series. I hope that the rest of the world is reading The Mysterious Benedict Society and I just coincidentally haven’t noticed it, because otherwise people are really missing out.


i wish you all the bestI Wish You All the Best by Mason Deaver ⭐⭐⭐⭐

I Wish You All the Best is an excellent book. With a deeply human, painfully sympathetic character at its heart and several more filling out the supporting cast, it moves from charming to heartbreaking to silly to bittersweet quickly and relentlessly and somehow manages to address larger issues like toxic relationships, gender identity, and anxiety without missing a beat. I was not sure what to expect from this one, but I was very pleasantly surprised.


these witches don't burnThese Witches Don’t Burn by Isabel Sterling ⭐⭐

I liked These Witches Don’t Burn, but I’m surprised by the almost universal enthusiasm it has been met with. Lots of people loved it. I wish I could’ve been one of them. I expected to be. It’s about a teen lesbian witch balancing life and magic! That sounds right up my alley! Unfortunately, I found that the small inconsistencies and lack of specificity kept me from getting particularly invested in either the main plot or the central romance. It’s very possible I would have liked this book more if I’d heard more measured responses to it. I heard nothing but overwhelming enthusiasm, and I expected to join the chorus, and my high expectations were sadly not met.


the boy the mole the fox and the horseThe Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse by Charlie Mackesy

I didn’t write a full review for this one because I don’t want to have spent more time writing about the book than it took to read it. My coworkers all adored this book, which is the Barnes and Noble book of the year. I just don’t get it, I guess. Admittedly I’ve never been much of a visual person, so I sometimes struggle to absorb writing and illustrations equally, but The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse didn’t do it for me, and not just because it fails to use the essential Oxford comma in its title. It’s full of cheesy, arguably empty platitudes. It doesn’t even come up with its own platitudes. It just illustrates them. Plus, and admittedly this is petty, but the text is very difficult to read. I did enjoy the mole’s love of cake, though.


The_Hidden_OracleThe Trials of Apollo: The Hidden Oracle by Rick Riordan ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Since Tyrant’s Tomb was just published and I often fall into the trap of not rereading previous books and therefore forgetting everything that was going on, I decided I would go ahead and reread The Trials of Apollo. I love Rick Riordan. I will always love Rick Riordan. His books are fun, clever, snarky, diverse, and filled to the brim with Greek mythology… all things I love. This is the third time I’ve read The Hidden Oracle, and it was just as much fun this time around. As long as Riordan keeps writing, I will keep buying and reading his books. He hasn’t let me down yet, and he’s got a whole shelf to himself on my bookcase!


pans labyrinthPan’s Labyrinth: The Labyrinth of the Faun by Guillermo del Toro and Cornelia Funke ⭐⭐⭐

Not having seen the movie, I have no idea how similar the book and the movie are, although I would guess very because of the very visual element. I do wonder, however, why del Toro and Funke decided to release this novelization in 2019 when the movie is from 2006. It’s an interesting book for sure, but my overall takeaway is “why?” Why make a popular and well-received film into a novel thirteen years later? Why try to turn images so famous that even people who have never seen the film are immediately familiar with them into text descriptions that don’t achieve the same effect? Why shoehorn two plotlines together when they don’t do much to reflect on each other? Why focus so hard on the villain at the expense of all other characters? I liked Pan’s Labyrinth fine. It’s entertaining and imaginative and the writing is good. I didn’t love it, and while it was an easy enough read, I’m not entirely sure I understand for whom it was meant.


The_Dark_ProphecyThe Trials of Apollo: The Dark Prophecy by Rick Riordan ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

The linked review was actually written a year or so ago, the first time I read The Dark Prophecy. I actually enjoyed it much more the second time around. Because I remembered Apollo and company sticking around at the Waystation for almost the whole book, I didn’t read with the expectation that they’d move along at any moment, and as a result I let myself actually care about the new characters. I also enjoyed Apollo’s dynamic with Leo and Calypso more the second time around. I must have been in a somewhat grumpy mood the last time I read it, because I had a lot of unnecessarily harsh criticisms that I’m now side-eying. Sure, Dark Prophecy is not my all-time favorite of Riordan’s books, but it’s still pretty great.


virtually yoursVirtually Yours by Sarvenaz Tash ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

A few minor qualms aside, I really enjoyed Virtually Yours. It has a mature, balanced take on romantic relationships that isn’t always present in stories that revolve around them, and it takes the time to lovingly craft a full cast of diverse characters whose emotional lives are in plain view for the reader to follow. Sarvenaz Tash is a talented writer who keeps her characters sympathetic and likable while holding them accountable for their worst behaviors, which allows for satisfying and believable development that slots perfectly into the central romantic storyline. I don’t read a lot of romances, but if more of them were like Virtually Yours, I would.


too much is not enoughToo Much is Not Enough: A Memoir of Fumbling Towards Adulthood by Andrew Rannells ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Too Much is Not Enough is an entertaining read. I’ve been a fan of Andrew Rannells for a while, and this memoir is both very different from what I expected and very in-line with what I already knew about him. It’s clever and funny and balances silly anecdotes with serious turmoil while maintaining a witty, self-depreciating tone. While I would’ve enjoyed reading about Rannells’ time with The Book of Mormon or Falsettos or Hamilton, I really enjoyed this “longer, more honest version of [his] bio” that focuses on the mistakes and the failures that eventually—through hard work and perseverance—turned into success.


burning mazeThe Trials of Apollo: The Burning Maze by Rick Riordan ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Another Rick Riordan reread, another fun ride. Riordan is a very consistent writer. If you like one, you’ll like ’em all. I like ’em all. The Burning Maze is interesting because it marks the first significant heroic character death and takes the series to a much darker place than I would’ve expected while still managing to keep things–for the most part–fun. I didn’t sprint through this one quite as quickly as some of the others in the series, possibly because by this point I was reaching reread fatigue, but I still very much enjoyed it and it gave me a much needed reading boost at the end of a low-quantity reading year.


let it snowLet it Snow by John Green, Maureen Johnson, and Lauren Myracle ⭐⭐⭐⭐

This is a cute, romantic story that goes all out for the holiday cheesiness. One story stars a girl named “Jubilee;” she was named after a collector’s Christmas item that her parents collect so passionately that they get arrested while shopping. Another follows a barista as she quests to relocate a teacup pig for her best friend after her selfishness gets it accidentally sold to someone else. The last makes a game of twister and a plate of waffles life-or-death. The book is almost campy in its silliness, and it absolutely works. Christmas stories are supposed to be cheesy and heartwarming. They don’t have to be emotionally complex or thematically nuanced. Actually, they shouldn’t be. Ninety-nine percent of the time I want emotional complexity and thematic nuance, but if I’ve opened up a Christmas romance, I want it to be a simple Christmas romance that leans into–not away from–its own ridiculousness.


tyrant's tombThe Trials of Apollo: The Tyrant’s Tomb by Rick Riordan ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Rick Riordan’s books are always good, and Tyrant’s Tomb is no exception. As with the book it follows, the stakes have increased and the threat of death is more tangible than it was in the earlier books set in this universe, which contributes to an older, more mature feeling overall. The Greek gods are a morally suspect bunch, and never has that been more on display than in Tyrant’s Tomb, when Apollo’s past sins begin catching up with him with a vengeance. The clash of immature arrogance and humbled culpability inside Apollo makes him a fascinating hero, far different than any other Riordan has penned (despite sharing the classic sarcastic humor Riordan is famous for), and this book—like those it follows—is an excellent continuation of a long series that has aged with its audience. It will probably be another year before the fifth and final book is published, but I already can’t wait.

2019 Quarterly Wrap-Up (Apr-Jun)

It’s hard to believe that we’re already halfway through 2019. Yikes! I’m not on par to meet my reading goals for this year, but that doesn’t mean I haven’t read some great books. I have also, unfortunately, read some less-than-great books. I read more three-star books than usual recently, particularly compared to what I read in the first three months of the year.

For the books that I reviewed in full, I’ve put an excerpt of the most relevant bits of my own review, usually one specific paragraph and one paragraph of wrap-up. Since I read pretty erratically genre-wise, I’ve also indicated roughly what kind of book each entry is. And, yes, I did make up some of the genres.

I’ve been reading…

The Cardturner by Louis Sachar ⭐⭐⭐cardturner

YA contemporary

In his forward, Sachar writes that, “My publisher, my editor, my wife, and my agent all said I was crazy. ‘No one’s going to want to read a book about bridge!’ they told me on more than one occasion.” Sachar’s publisher, editor, wife, and agent were right.

This is not his best book. Although it does occasionally have touches of his usual brilliance, it gets much too caught up in the mechanics of playing bridge. When the plot and the characters are given second billing to a complicated, basically obsolete game with no observable action, the final result is going to be lackluster no matter who writes it. Bridge is never going to make a riveting story. There’s a reason there aren’t many books about it.


sadieSadie by Courtney Summers ⭐⭐⭐

YA thriller

Sadie is actually a decent book, but it never fully grabbed my attention. I think the main problem is that its two storylines are too similar. Instead of using the dual POVs to reveal a wider picture, the novel repeats itself.

Sadie deals with some extremely dark subject matter—abuse, murder, pedophilia, revenge, violence—so it’s not a cheery read. Although the writing is good, as a whole the novel repeats itself too much, and I closed the book feeling unfulfilled by the ending. Thrillers aren’t my genre of choice (though I do like them occasionally), and that may have contributed to my lackluster response to a novel that has so many fans, but in the end Sadie did nothing to win me over. 


Genuine Fraud by E. Lockhart ⭐⭐⭐genuine fraud

YA contemporary, mystery, thriller

Genuine Fraud is an experience. I was unsure about the novel at first. When I first started, I had a hard time orienting myself around who the characters were and what exactly was going on. That’s completely intentional. As the story unfolds, I found myself getting sucked deeper and deeper in until I couldn’t put the book down.

Lockhart is a really fun writer. Her books—or, at least, the ones that I’ve read—are bonkers and they make the readers doubt everything they’ve read. There is a lot of reread potential for Genuine Fraud. There’s something very exciting and different about a story that makes a mystery out of what happens at the beginning rather than what happens at the end (or what happens next). It’s not a perfect book—I wish we’d taken one step farther back, because I felt there were still a few gaps that could’ve been filled—but overall I really enjoyed Genuine Fraud and would recommend it to anyone who likes thrillers or mysteries.


The Red Scrolls of Magic by Cassandra Clare and Wesley Chu  ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

red scrolls of magicYA fantasy, lgbtq+, adventure, romance

The Red Scrolls of Magic is a lot of fun. Alec and Magnus are as delightfully quippy and heroic as ever, and while no one would argue that this novel is strictly speaking necessary to the chronology of the Shadowhunter world—it takes place between City of Glass and City of Fallen Angels, and therefore can’t make too many waves without screwing with long-existing continuity—it is a welcome addition to it.

In any case… It’s very fun. It does a great job fleshing out the stories of two of the most popular characters from the universe, and it even manages some quality twists that indicate that, while this book arguably didn’t add anything super new, the next book will. The Red Scrolls of Magic is a kind of vacation book. It invites readers back into the world of Shadowhunters for a more relaxed adventure. There’s some cross-country demon-fighting, but there’s also a lot of romantic breakfasts, makeovers, and photo-ops. Basically, it’s cheesy and lighthearted.


this monstrous thingThis Monstrous Thing by Mackenzi Lee ⭐⭐⭐

retelling, YA fantasy, magical realism, drama

I don’t love This Monstrous Thing as much as I adore Lee’s later work. The characters in this book aren’t as memorable or lovable as those in The Gentleman’s Guide or its sequel. This Monstrous Thing is also tonally darker. It’s a Frankenstein retelling about the monstrousness of humanity and it centers around the resurrection of the dead. None of that exactly screams, “Happy fun times!” Still, it is a very good book.

Mild qualms about Mary Shelley’s historical and literary significance notwithstanding, This Monstrous Thing is an interesting retelling that combines the resurrection and questions of morality from Frankenstein with a multifaceted steampunk world. Though it does not reach the heights of The Gentleman’s Guide to Vice and VirtueThis Monstrous Thing is a good example of Mackenzi Lee’s excellent blend of genres and compelling readability.


The Umbrella Academy: Apocalypse Suite by Gerard Way and Gabriel Bá ⭐⭐⭐

superheroes, graphic novel, adventure, fantasy

umbrella academy apocalypse suiteWhile I don’t love Apocalypse Suite as its own entity, I greatly enjoyed reading it and comparing it to the Netflix show, which I do genuinely love. I can absolutely see how the main plot and the characters were mined and transformed into something better. I’m very impressed by whomever read the comics and saw the potential. I wouldn’t have. There are some great ideas and strong concepts in Apocalypse Suite, but the pacing is such that it’s difficult to latch onto anything. I don’t think I’d recommend the comic book to someone who hasn’t seen the show, but it’s fascinating to compare and look at is as a sort of creative process project. I definitely would recommend the show. It takes the best of the comic book, tosses out the worst, and adds a bunch of great characterization, funky music, and humor.


Solitaire by Alice Oseman ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

solitaireYA contemporary, lgbtq+, bildungsroman, drama

What I love most about Oseman’s books is the unflinching way they address their central issues. There are strong convictions, and while the point of the story is not necessarily to make a point, the convictions bleed into the story and are absolutely irremovable. The high stress school environment is essentially poisonous, and the pressure to be normal damages anyone who isn’t “normal.” Without that environment and that pressure, Solitaire would not exist.

I love everything about Solitaire. The writing is great. I fell in love with the characters, who are strong and sad and broken and surprising. The novel is full of twists, harrowing moments, compelling relationships, and a mystery that is enticing if a bit predictable. I think I can safely list Alice Oseman amongst my favorite writers.


Where the Crawdads Sing by Delia Owens ⭐⭐⭐

where the crawdads singhistorical fiction, mystery, bildungsroman

Author Delia Owens is a wildlife scientist who has written several well-regarded nonfiction books, but this is her first novel. Honestly, that tracks. The writing is very good ninety-five percent of the time, and Owens does a particularly good job creating her atmosphere. She shines when she is writing about nature and the ways wildlife interacts with human existence. She’s less adept where humans interact with other humans. Her dialogue is stilted—at times, painfully stilted—and some of her characterizations seem off.

There are some deficiencies in the novel, as in any—namely some unconvincing characterizations and problematic implications—but as a whole Where the Crawdads Sing is an enjoyable bildungsroman with a nice helping of mystery. Anyone who enjoys reading stories with a solid sense of setting should give this one a shot. If—like me—you don’t particularly care for setting or ambience, this is probably not one to race out to read, though it is still diverting.


i hate everyone but you by Gaby Dunn and Allison Raskin ⭐⭐

i hate everyone but younew adult, romance, bildungsroman, lgbtq+

i hate everyone but you is pretty typical for the story it wants to tell. There aren’t any surprises, which in itself is probably not a surprise. It’s the story of two friends who love each other and hold onto their relationship despite distance and life taking them in different directions.

When I first started i hate everyone but you, I thought I was going to love it. I was immediately taken with Gen and Ava. Their fun, nerdy, quick-paced, relatable dialogue has great chemistry, and I was swept along for the first hundred pages or so. After a while, though, the protagonists and their consistently selfish, stupid romantic decisions started to wear on me; once I stopped loving the two leads, I started to notice the weaknesses in the rest of the novel. This is a cute enough book, and it is a very quick read, but ultimately it disappointed me. Plus, and this is a minor quibble: neither Ava nor Gen hates everyone but the other. Honestly, Gen would probably have fewer problems if she did.


And the Ocean Was Our Sky by Patrick Ness ⭐⭐⭐

and the ocean was our skyretelling, animal story, fable

And the Ocean Was Our Sky defies description. Attempting to describe it makes it sound, honestly, terrible. If I’d known before starting that the book was about a murderous pod of whales intent on seeking the devil, I probably would’ve been like… pass. But in true Patrick Ness fashion, the writing is lyrical without being self-indulgent and the ideas are big enough to prompt a great discussion. I wish I still ran a book club, because this would be a very fun one to write questions for. The characters are perhaps not the most compelling in the literary world, but this is one of the rare cases where that doesn’t really matter. The main player in this book is humanity, not specific people, so it works.

While And the Ocean Was Our Sky is not my favorite of Patrick Ness’ works, it is still a very beautiful book. The writing is violent but affecting—helped along by the gorgeous illustrations—and the huge themes are distilled simply into a deceptively short page-count without losing nuance.


Pulp by Robin Talley ⭐⭐⭐

YA, lgbtq+, historical fiction, contemporarypulp

Pulp does a lot of things well. It strives to be intersectional even during the chapters set in a period where that can’t be expected. I don’t read a lot of historical fiction because there is so rarely diversity, so it is always a pleasant surprise to find queer people and people of color there.

Talley does an excellent job of balancing her protagonists. Whenever a story features multiple perspective characters, there’s the risk that one will lose the reader’s interest. That’s not a problem here. Abby and Janet are equally compelling. Unfortunately, most of the side characters aren’t in the same league. Aside from Abby’s brother, none of the secondary characters seem to have much of an internal life. They’re footnotes in Abby and Janet’s lives, which is okay, but disappointing for a person like me who lives for well-written secondary and tertiary characters.


opposite of alwaysOpposite of Always by Justin A. Reynolds ⭐⭐⭐

YA, romance, magical realism, drama

When it comes to contemporary YA writers, there aren’t many better than Becky Albertalli and Angie Thomas. The fact that they both endorsed Justin A. Reynolds’ Opposite of Always was enough for me to give it a shot. Unfortunately, it doesn’t live up to those two names. Opposite of Always is cute enough, but it is nowhere in the league of Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda or The Hate U Give.

I liked Opposite of Always, but I let myself get overly excited for it. It’s cute. The platonic relationships are done extremely well, and the writing flows well. Unfortunately, those elements can only get you so far in a romance. When the central romance of a romantic novel falls flat, there’s no recovering from it. If I could have liked Jack/Kate a little more, I would have much more positive things to say about this one, but as is I can’t say much more than, “it’s a cute, easy read,” which is as bland a compliment as exists.


weird things customers say in bookstoresWeird Things Customers Say in Bookstores by Jen Campbell ⭐⭐⭐

nonfiction, humor

My mom gave this book to me as a gift a few years ago when I started working my first job, which was at a library. I read it and enjoyed it then, but now that I’m working at Barnes and Noble (aka an actual bookstore) I decided it was the time to reread it. It’s a collection of ridiculous customer encounters, some of which are Campbell’s and some of which are contributors’. They’re hilarious and, in many cases, horrifyingly cringy. That said, I believe that all of them actually happened, because… yep, I’ve met some weird people and had to nod my way through some weird conversations, enough that some of the stories in Weird Things struck me as fairly normal.


abc murdersThe ABC Murders by Agatha Christie ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

classics, mystery

There’s no one quite like Agatha Christie. I read mysteries only rarely, because they’re either really good or really bad and I’ve been burned by too many really bad ones to keep seeking them out. So when I am in the mood for a mystery, I go for Agatha Christie and Hercule Poirot. I’ve read The ABC Murders twice now, and I was blown away both times. The misdirection is masterful, and the ending is somehow both shocking and inevitable, which is the sign of an amazing writer.


Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

JF fantasy, mythology, humor, adventure

percy jacksonRick Riordan is the sassiest writer out there. Percy’s first person POV is hilariously snarky, and it brings ancient Greek mythology—which fascinated me as a child—into the modern day. The modern updates are on point, and the gods and goddesses are just as vain and petty as you could possibly want. The combination of a winning protagonist, familiar mythology, and updated—and surprising!—plot, makes Percy Jackson a winner for people of any age, and if you read through the multiple series, you’ll find that—like Harry Potter—Percy ages convincingly over the course of several years. Riordan’s bookd are also famously inclusive, so if you’re looking for a great fantasy novel that is also very diverse, this is a good choice. 

It had been a while since I read Percy Jackson, and I like to reread my favorites every so often. Sometimes I worry that time will have diluted my love for my childhood favorites, but thankfully that wasn’t the case here. The Lightning Thief is just as funny, compelling, silly, and endearing for me now, as a 25-year-old, as it was a decade ago when I first read it.


Ordeal by Innocence by Agatha Christie ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

ordeal by innocenceclassics, mystery

I very rarely say this, but I actually prefer the miniseries adaptation to the original book in this case. While the novel absolutely grabbed my attention and kept me guessing until the shocking reveal of the murderer, the adaptation breaths life and complexity into a group of one-dimensional suspects and removes many of the (admittedly old) novel’s troubling implications.

I would never say anything bad about Agatha Christie. She’s too good. Her mysteries are too twisty and shocking and tightly-plotted for me to lob any criticism at her. That said, Ordeal by Innocence is that rare adaptation that improves upon the source material. The series adds dimensions to every character  for a much more emotionally evocative story and more plausible motives. While Christie’s ending has the bigger twist, the adaptation better succeeds in engaging its audience’s sympathies.


The Music of What Happens by Bill Konigsberg ⭐⭐⭐

the music of what happensYA contemporary, romance, lgbtq+

A lot of romance stories depend on miscommunication and drama to push the leads apart, but Konigsberg doesn’t bother with that. There’s a lot of drama in The Music of What Happens, but none of it is stupid rom-com drama. Jordan and Max are the kind of couple that the reader actually thinks should and would stay together: they don’t fight about pointless things and they communicate about and work through real problems as a team. Their being a team doesn’t in any way make the drama of the novel boring, because there is plenty of drama outside of the relationship to keep things interesting. It’s refreshing to read a romance about two characters who actually like each other and who come together when things get difficult, rather than breaking up so they can dramatically reunite later.

Overall, I did like The Music of What Happens. I don’t particularly like either capital-D Drama or brainless fluff, so novels like this that successfully straddle the line between earnest and fun tend to be my favorites. Where The Music of What Happens succeeds, it really succeeds, but it does have moments where the writing doesn’t fully support its content. On the whole, though, The Music of What Happens is a great summer read and I’d absolutely recommend it.


99 Percent Mine by Sally Thorne

99 percent minecontemporary romance

99 Percent Mine was published in 2019, but Tom is a male love interest left over from decades ago. He’s painfully old-fashioned, and I don’t mean old-fashioned like ‘holds the door and wants to wait until marriage.’ I mean old fashioned like ‘refuses to let his love interest do anything for the sake of protectiveness and loses his mind with jealousy whenever anyone else so much as looks at her.’ I thought that the world had collectively moved beyond seeing possessiveness as romance, but apparently I’m wrong. Tom made me so uncomfortable throughout the novel because so much of what he does is terrifyingly manipulative and controlling.

For all the flaws in 99 Percent Mine, the writing is good. It focuses on all the wrong things and produces some incredibly disturbing themes, but it is compelling enough to get me through an otherwise painful novel very quickly. This is a weird book to review, because I didn’t actually hate it even though I think it’s terrible and that no one should bother reading it. Like, the whole thing is a trainwreck but at least I wasn’t bored.


My Whole Truth by Mischa Thrace ⭐⭐⭐

my whole truthYA, bildungsroman, drama, lgbtq+

If there is one thing that My Whole Truth does better than anything else, it’s the plot twists. There are new revelations and unexpected developments throughout the novel, and they’re really well done and well spaced. While some of them are easily predictable, some of them hit me completely by surprise despite having been very well set up. It’s this barrage of stunning moments that kept me reading, because I’d tell myself, “Okay, I’ll just read until the fallout from this one settles” until it was 1:30 AM and I hadn’t gone to bed yet.

My Whole Truth is an exceptional book. I flew through it. The writing is tight, the characters are well-developed, and the plot is riveting. That said, it is not a cheerful book, and anyone triggered by assault might want to skip it.


Villette by Charlotte Brönte ⭐⭐⭐

villetteclassics, bildungsroman

This one is just okay. As always, Brönte’s writing is good and there are some great moments (I particularly love when Lucy sarcastically produces a spotless handkerchief to prove that she had not been moved to tears by an emotionally manipulative religious pamphlet), but as a whole it didn’t hook me. It would have benefitted by intertwining the plotlines together better instead of segmenting everything and it probably would’ve been more enjoyable with a hundred or so pages cut off, but it was still fine. It is definitely not one that I’m going to reread (I’ll stick with Jane Eyre), but I am glad that I experienced it once.


handmaid's taleThe Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

dystopian, classics

I read The Handmaid’s Tale for the first time in college. I don’t remember being particularly affected by it. I liked it fine, but I didn’t think it was great or anything. I wrote a deeply unimpressive essay that miraculously got an A (my past writing is so bad; I sincerely hope that I’m now competent enough that, when I look back at what I’m writing now, I avoid that soul-crushing despair over the lack of quality), but that was the extent of my engagement with it. I reread it in order to run a book club at work. No one showed up for the discussion, but it was a great experience to reread the novel with more maturity. The Handmaid’s Tale is a terrifying book. There’s a reason that people dress up as handmaids while protesting. I wish I could say people exaggerate when they say they see similarities between today’s world and Atwood’s Gilead, but there’s a reason people are saying what they’re saying. This novel is the best worst best kind of horror story, because it is terrifyingly real.


red white and royal blueRed, White, and Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston ⭐⭐⭐

new adult, romance, lgbtq+

Every review I’ve read of this book has been overwhelmingly enthusiastic about it, so it’s probably just me, but I don’t love the central romance. It’s fine. It’s a little corny, and I’m not as convinced as anyone in the book that it’s a forever love, but whatever. It’s fine. Romances are always a little corny. In general, I tend to be unconvinced by the romantic relationships in stories that are intended primarily as romances (though I do love romantic subplots in other genres), and this is no exception. I rooted for Henry and Alex passively, but the potential of them breaking up or otherwise not ending up together didn’t bother me much. The build-up of their friendship is a lot of fun and I rooted for them before they got together. After they hooked up, my interest in their relationship sagged.

Romance is very hit or miss with me, but Red, White, and Royal Blue is better than the average. It’s cheesy, but it’s hard to find a romance that isn’t cheesy. While I’m not going to join everyone else in recommending this book to everyone I meet, I do think that it’s a great read for Pride Month. There aren’t many royal romance stories about LGBTQ+ folks, and this is a fun, escapist romantic fantasy that also has some cute nerdy moments and interesting reflections on identity. If queer romance is your thing, definitely pick this one up.


The Past and Other Things That Should Stay Buried by Shaun David Hutchinson ⭐⭐⭐

the past and other things that should stay buriedYA fantasy, magical realism, bildungsroman, lgbtq+

This book is about friendship. Dino and July have a very real relationship. Their friendship is not idealized. They love each other, but they’re not always great for each other. They have their toxic moments, and over the course of the novel they manage to overcome their issues and clear the air. It’s an interesting concept, because Dino and July have to work on a friendship that already has a firm end date on it: July has died, and her current not-dead status is temporary. It makes for a conflicting and emotional storyline; the reader knows that a renewed friendship will only make July’s inevitable loss more painful, but it’s impossible not to hope for it anyway.

It’s always fun to like a book more than you were expecting to. I didn’t know anything about The Past and Other Things That Should Stay Buried, so I didn’t have any preconceived expectations to fight against. I could just enjoy the ride, so I did. It’s fun and silly but it shows all the messiness of a real relationship. It’s bittersweet and sad at times, disgusting and funny at others. It has a great mix of elements, and I’m definitely going to read more from Shaun David Hutchinson in the future.


the weight of a thousand feathersThe Weight of a Thousand Feathers by Brian Conaghan ⭐⭐⭐

YA contemporary, family drama

The Weight of a Thousand Feathers is an intense book but very affecting and very well-written. It’s a very somber read with great characters, and while the main plot doesn’t have a lot of surprises (thanks a lot, spoilery cover flap!), Conahan does some interesting, atypical things with his B-plots that make this novel a memorable one.


Good Omens by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman ⭐⭐⭐

good omensfantasy, mythology, comedy, satire, apocalypse fiction

Good Omens is very funny, and there’s a lot of thematic intelligence hidden beneath the silly cleverness. That being said, in my opinion, the greatest problem with Good Omens the novel is that it doesn’t seem to realize what it has. There’s a reason that every person who talks about Good Omens talks about Aziraphale and Crowley. Those two are the heart and soul of the story, even if they arguably don’t effect the actual plot all that much, but the novel doesn’t seem to realize it. When one or both of them appears (even if it’s just for a paragraph or so), everything works. When they’re absent, the story stalls.

I was surprised as well by how relevant Good Omens still is. Aside from a few in-passing comments, it has aged really well. It was published in 1990, but if I hadn’t looked that up specifically, I wouldn’t have guessed; the most pressing real-world issues in Good Omens are just as important now as they were then.


I’ve been watching…

Good Omens ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

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I love reading a book and watching the adaptation. I’m pretty good about being able to accept changes and view different media as separate entities. That being said, I didn’t really have to do that this time, because Good Omens as about as faithful an adaptation as it’s possible to get. Neil Gaiman lovingly adapted his own work, taking full scenes directly from the book and expanding sparingly but skillfully. I actually ended up liking the show better than the book because it is more dialed into the parts of the story that work: instead of hiding Crowley and Aziraphale in an ensemble cast, the show pushes them ever so slightly to the forefront, casts great actors to play them, and lets them gleefully traipse all over Heaven, Hell, and history to highly entertaining effect.


Game of Thrones ⭐⭐

game of thronesYes, Game of Thrones was listed on last quarterly report, but I kept watching it and excitedly viewing each episode as it aired was a big part of April. I wasn’t as disappointed by the last season as a lot of people were–I think that most of the story was on point; it was just missing a lot of groundwork that probably would’ve been there if GRRM didn’t get so far behind the show–but I’m not happy, either. I feel deeply betrayed by Jaime, who has been my second favorite character for a very long time now (he’s behind Sansa), but I’m generally okay with how the rest of it went down. In any case, I’ve enjoyed being up to date, because seeing all the memes the day after was deeply satisfying. There’s nothing quite like seeing the whole world up in arms because Jon didn’t pat his CGI wolf (and, for the record, I was right there with the whole world. Poor Ghost deserves so many boops).


Les Misérables ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

LesMisLogoMy first introduction to Les Misérables was the film version with Hugh Jackman. Mom mom dragged me to the movie theatre with her because, convinced that it would be depressing, I didn’t want to go. I ended up loving the movie. Something about the story really resonates with me. I read the novel almost immediately afterward and loved that as well. I am deeply obsessed with Les Mis. I wrote one of my biggest college essay on the novel. I’ve listened to just about every official cast recording and have very strong opinions about who played which role best. I know all the words to several of the songs, which is a gigantic feat for someone like me with an embarrassingly terrible memory for lyrics. Seeing Les Mis live went on my bucket list about five minutes after leaving the movie theatre back in 2013, and I finally got to do it! My parents took me to see the touring Broadway production when it came near us, and it was just as amazing as I hoped it would be. It was so, so good and I’m so excited that I got to see it! Life goal accomplished.

Great Books with LGBTQ+ Characters

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I haven’t done a top ten in a while, so I figured it was time. I usually try to read more LGBTQ+ books during Pride Month, but since I got off to a slow start and didn’t post anything for basically the first half of the month, I figured I’d overcompensate with an extra-long list that includes both books that I’ve loved for years and some that I’ve just discovered recently.

Six of Crows and Crooked Kingdom by Leigh Bardugo

six of crowsGenre: YA Fantasy

Queer Representation: Of the main characters, two are bisexual and one is gay. There is one major m/m romance and one additional minor queer character. In the sequel series, there is a queer relationship between a bisexual woman and a trans man (note: he does not come out until near the end–to anyone, including himself– and therefore presents as female and uses she/her pronouns until then).

crooked kingdomBrief Review: Six of Crows has quickly become one of my all-time favorite books. It’s basically Ocean’s Eleven with actually amazing characters dumped into a uniquely inspired fantasy setting. There are few novels with a core cast of characters who complement each other as well as the Crows do. I spend half my life telling people to read this book. It’s only been a few months since I last read it and I’m already getting the itch to reread it again.


The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller

song of achillesGenre: Adult Mythology, Fantasy, Romance, Retellings

Queer Representation: This is a m/m romance with one bi character and one gay character.

Brief Review: I love Greek mythology, and The Song of Achilles is a great retelling. Madeline Miller’s writing is absolutely beautiful, and her characters are Greek heroes at their best: staggeringly powerful but simultaneously petty and laughably immature. You’ll laugh, you’ll cry, you’ll immediately add Circe to your reading list (I seriously need to get on that).


The Gentleman’s Guide to Vice and Virtue by Mackenzi Lee

gentleman's guideGenre: YA Fantasy, Romance, Bildungsroman, New Adult, Historical Fiction, Adventure, etc.

Queer Representation: The POV character is bi. The other two main characters are gay and ace, respectively.

the lady's guide to petticoats and piracyBrief Review: This book is a riot. It’s basically impossible to describe. I’ve never written “etc.” on a genre list before, but there’s no genre that Gentleman’s Guide doesn’t dip its toe in. This book is incredibly fast paced, and it gets increasingly more ridiculous as it goes on, but in such a way that it never feels too ridiculous. It has an adorable romance at its heart and has one of the best character arcs I’ve ever read. Very few characters make as much progress as believably as Monty does. He’s one of the most dynamic protagonists I’ve come across in recent years.


The Symptoms of Being Human by Jeff Garvin

symptoms of being humanGenre: YA Contemporary

Queer Representation: The POV character is genderfluid.

Brief Review: This book is difficult to read at times because it doesn’t shy away from the harsh realities of our often homophobic and heteronormative world, but it’s a beautiful, unflinching story about a teenager who just wants to live their life in a world that makes it much too difficult. The writing is great, and Riley is an amazing protagonist. It also gets extra points because most queer fiction is about gay men. Nonbinary and trans characters aren’t depicted nearly as often, and this is the best of the few I’ve read.


Rick Riordan’s Later Books

sword of summerGenre: JF, Mythology, Fantasy

Queer Representation: Riordan’s books have gotten increasingly more diverse. Starting with The House of Hades, which confirms that Nico is gay, queer characters have slowly but steadily been populating Riordan’s worlds. Trials of Apollo gives us the openly bi Apollo (who is the POV character) and a second minor bi character; and Magnus’ love interest—who is a main character in their own right—in Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard is genderfluid.

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Brief Review: What’s left to say about Rick Riordan that hasn’t already been said? When it comes to mythology retellings, he’s number one (Madeline Miller is great, but she’s, like eighteen books behind). His books are full of adventure, sassy teens, and creative modernization; they have inspired a whole generation to get into reading. The Percy Jackson books are this generation’s Harry Potter, and as much as I love Harry Potter, I’m glad that its predecessor is as diverse as it is.


Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda by Becky Albertalli

simonGenre: YA Contemporary, Romance

Queer Representation: The main character and his love interest are gay. There are a handful of minor bisexual characters, though it’s worth noting that the female queer characters don’t come out officially until Leah on the Offbeat.

leah on the offbeatBrief Review: If you’re ever in the mood for nerdy cuteness, this is the book to turn to. It’s very sweet. The central romance is adorable, but Albertalli doesn’t abandon the strong platonic relationships to support it. The fact that its film adaptation, Love Simon, is basically the first mainstream gay movie makes Simon extra exciting.


The Red Scrolls of Magic by Cassandra Clare

red scrolls of magicGenre: YA Fantasy

Queer Representation: I considered listing The Mortal Instruments since it’s the original series, but I decided to go with this one for Pride Month since the proportion of LGBTQ+ characters is much higher (and they’re much more central). Most of the straight characters are cameos in The Red Scrolls of Magic. Honestly, the deeper you get into Cassandra Clare’s world the queerer it gets. You startlady midnight out with Alec (gay) and Magnus (bi) in City of Bones and eventually you end up with a handful more bisexual characters, a few lesbians, one trans woman, one asexual vampire, and a few more as-of-now-unconfirmed gay Shadowhunters.

Brief Review: The Shadowhunter books are just fun. The quality of the individual books fluctuates a little to support a universe that is getting to Marvel Cinematic Universe size (personally I think that The Infernal Devices trilogy and Queen of Air and Darkness are the weakest links), but the fact of the matter is that they’re all such fun, easy reads that I’ll keep reading them as long as Cassandra Clare keeps writing them. They’re compulsively readable, and it’s no surprise that they’ve spawned all sorts of adaptations.


The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid

the seven husbands of evelyn hugoGenre: Adult Romance, Intergenerational, Historical Fiction

Queer Representation: There is a central f/f romance featuring (if I’m remembering correctly) one bisexual woman and one lesbian.

Brief Review: I saw everyone jabbering about this one online and ended up reading it despite very low expectations. I’m not usually a huge fan of intergenerational novels (I find that they tend to be pretty preachy and rose-colored), but this one is actually great. It’s not about proving how times have changed. It is about two fascinating, complex women coming together despite being from different generations. I’m very amused by the misleadingly hetero title. It’s like the opposite of queerbaiting, and I’m sure I’m not the only one who was surprised.


Jane, Unlimited by Kristin Cashore

jane unlimitedGenre: YA Fantasy, New Adult, Sci-Fi, Romance, Spy Thriller, etc.

Queer Representation: The protagonist is bisexual and, depending on the timeline, has romances with both male and female characters.

Brief Review: Hey, look! Another genre “etc.” This is a bizarrely weird book. It’s almost a choose-your-own-adventure. There are tons of alternate endings, and each one changes the genre of the novel… but they also all exist concurrently. It’s so weird but so cool.


The Summer of Jordi Perez (and the Best Burger in Los Angeles) by Amy Spalding

summer of jordi perezGenre: YA Contemporary, Romance

Queer Representation: The main character and her girlfriend are both lesbians

Brief Review: This is one of those books that balances a really cute romance with lots of well-written and fully-developed platonic relationships. Sadly, a lot of romances let the platonic relationships slip. Happily, Jordi Perez isn’t one of those books! It also has a distinctly chill-summer vibe, which makes it a great summer read.


History is All You Left Me by Adam Silvera

history is all you left meGenre: YA Contemporary

Queer Representation: Pretty much everyone is gay. There may be one token straight guy, but I don’t remember.

Brief Review: No one does tragedy like Adam Silvera. I don’t usually read sad books, but his are just too good to miss. They’re absolutely heartbreaking but somehow also really romantic. I’ve liked all of his books, but History is All You Left Me is in its own league. I felt physically and emotionally exhausted after finishing it.


Ship It by Britta Lundin

Ship ItGenre: YA Contemporary, Fandom

Queer Representation: There is a central f/f romance

Brief Review: I love books about fandom, and this is a book about fandom. I love that books now dive unapologetically into the world of fandom nerdiness. In my opinion, the romance is probably the weakest part of the book, but it’s still nice to read about some cute, queer, geeky ladies. There will never be a time when I’m not up to read a novel about the ins and out of fandom and nerdiness, especially when the writer clearly knows that world as well as Lundin does.


Noteworthy and Seven Ways We Lie by Riley Redgate

noteworthyGenre: YA Contemporary

Queer Representation: Noteworthy has a female bisexual POV character, a few gay secondary characters, and one secondary character who is implied to be asexual. Amongst its main cast, Seven Ways We Lie has a pansexual character and an asexual character (both male).seven ways we lie

Brief Review: Riley Redgate is a very underrated writer. Like some of the other books on this list, Redgate’s novels straddle the space between fluffy and significant. Noteworthy is, on the surface, a standard story about a girl disguising herself as a boy, but is more subtly about the pervasiveness of strict gender roles. Seven Ways We Lie tells the story of seven teenagers in the wake of a student/teacher romance scandal at their high school, and the way that Redgate weaves her seven characters/storylines together is nothing short of masterful.


Drama by Raina Telgemeier

dramaGenre: JF Contemporary, Graphic Novel

Queer Representation: There are a handful of gay main characters.

Brief Review: Raina Telegemeier is an incredibly popular graphic novel writer amongst young readers. Back when I worked at a library and worked a lot with young readers, I made a point of reading the authors that are popular amongst them (now, I’m trying to read more adult new releases). I’ve now read most of Telgemeier’s books, but I started with Drama because it’s about theatre and I love the theatre. It’s incredibly cute. Telegemeier is a great artist, and I absolutely love her illustrations. They’re instantly endearing and the rounded lines are so adorable. Reading Drama also made me realize just how few books targeted towards young readers have LGBTQ+ characters in them.


Carry On by Rainbow Rowell

carry onGenre: YA Fantasy, Romance, Meta

Queer Representation: There is an important m/m romance between one gay character and one character who could be either gay or bi, depending on the reader’s interpretation.

Brief Review: Carry On is basically Harry Potter with its tongue in its cheek (and more diversity). It’s a really fun experiment with meta-fiction because it depends so heavily on its readers’ knowledge of existing fantasy tropes. As a person who loves fantasy and loves tropes (and loves Rainbow Rowell; she’s one of my favorite writers), this combination is an absolute treat. The sequel, Wayward Son, is also very good and equally gay.


The Darkest Part of the Forest by Holly Black

darkest part of the forestGenre: YA Fantasy, Magical Realism

Queer Representation: One of the the duel leads is gay, as is one important secondary character.

Brief Review: There is nothing better than well-written fantasy. The Darkest Part of the Forest is a well-written fantasy. In a way, it’s a retelling of Sleeping Beauty. Except the Sleeping Beauty isn’t a princess… it’s a dangerous faerie prince. This novel has one of the most inventive settings I’ve ever read. I’ve heard Black’s work described as “urban fantasy,” and that’s a pretty good description; this novel is about a community that seems normal, but actually lives in careful balance with malevolent faeries. The strong sibling bond at the heart of the novel is really well done, and Black ignores traditional gender roles so thoroughly that they seem passé.


Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides

middlesexGenre: Adult Contemporary, Bildungsroman

Queer Representation: The main character is intersex. Although identified congenitally as female and therefore raised as such, he eventually decides to present himself as male.

Brief Review: This is actually kind of a difficult book to read. It’s very dense and it covers a lot of time. That said, it’s very interesting and very well-written and is worth a read.


I’ll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson

i'll give you the sunGenre: YA Contemporary, Bildungsroman

Queer Representation: One of the two POV characters is gay.

Brief Review: This was my number one book back in 2017 (and I read some phenomenal books in 2017; it is definitely one of my best years for reading). I’ll Give You the Sun is one of the most gorgeously written books I’ve ever read; the writing style in Noah’s chapters in particular has a unique rhythm that’s great.


Radio Silence and Solitaire by Alice Oseman

radio silenceGenre: YA Contemporary

Queer Representation: Romance and sexuality are mostly irrelevant to Radio Silence, but there is one gay character, one bisexual character, and one demisexual character, all of whom are important. Solitaire has a gay couple who star in their own graphic novel spinoff.solitaire

Brief Review: Alice Oseman is insanely talented. I loved both the books—which are full of great characters and interesting themes that don’t pop up much in fiction—and then I read the author note and realized how young she was when she wrote and published her first novel. Oseman is now on my instant-read list, even though her books can still be relatively difficult to find (Update: I did finally find I Was Born for This, which has a trans man as a lead character, and Loveless, which is about an ace girl; IWBfT is easily as good as Solitaire and Radio Silence. Loveless is excellent, but personally I liked it a bit less).

Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Sáenz

ari and danteGenre: YA Contemporary, Bildungsroman

Queer Representation: Both MCs are queer.

Brief Review: I was initially hesitant to read this book because the title is pretty pretentious. Now that I’ve read it, I take back everything I thought to that effect, because it is a small story that feels very big and the title intentionally plays into that. It’s about two young men growing up and growing together, but it feels incredibly universal. Plus, the writing is beautiful.


The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

perksGenre: YA Contemporary, Bildungsroman

Queer Representation: One major character is gay.

Brief Review: I think this may be one of the first novels I read with a prominent LGBTQ+ character. Patrick’s sexuality is not necessarily a huge element in the novel (but, after all, this isn’t a list of books that are great because they’re queer; it’s a list of books that are great and also have LGBTQ+ representation). The Perks of Being a Wallflower is a brilliantly written novel with a very strong narrative voice and unforgettable characters. It also has some very deep, uncomfortable topics that makes for a great discussion.


The Rest of Us Just Live Here by Patrick Ness

the rest of us just live hereGenre: YA Fantasy, Bildungsroman

Queer Representation: The MC is bisexual. One other male major character is also queer.

Brief Review: Patrick Ness is amazing. His writing is great and everything he writes is deeply inventive. The Rest of Us Just Live Here has one of the greatest premises of all time: it’s about the random nobodies who live in a universe where other, special teenagers are perpetually saving the world. It’s hilarious. The chosen ones and world-ending crises all occur hazily in the background while Ness’ protagonists deal with more pressing—and more mundane—issues like planning for college and falling in love. It’s great. You should read it for the chapter titles alone.


It’s Not Like It’s a Secret by Misa Sugiura

it's not like it's a secretGenre: YA Contemporary, Romance

Queer Representation: This is a f/f romance.

Brief Review: This is a cute, fluffy romance that uses its diversity to elevate it beyond its form. It doesn’t seem like a book that gets into anything particularly deep, so it’s surprisingly profound for what it is.


The Past and Other Things That Should Stay Buried by Shaun David Hutchinson

the past and other things that should stay buriedGenre: YA Magical Realism

Queer Representation: One of the two main characters is gay, and his boyfriend is trans.

Brief Review: There aren’t a lot of queer genre books. If you want LGBTQ+ characters, for the most part you’re going to find them in romances and dramas. Sometimes it’s nice to read something that’s just incidentally gay. This is a book about platonic friendship and coming to terms with the past. There is no reason for Dino to be gay. It doesn’t play into the plot at all, and absolutely nothing would change if his love interest were female. It’s just one aspect of Dino, and that’s way too rare. I’ve never read anything quite like The Past and Other Things That Should Stay Buried, but it’s a wild ride and a lot of fun.


Red, White, and Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston

red white and royal blueGenre: New Adult Romance

Queer Representation: The POV character is bisexual. The second most important character is gay. There are several queer minor characters that cover a wide spectrum of identities.

Brief Review: While I didn’t adore Red, White, and Royal Blue as much as everyone else seems to, I certainly liked it. It’s a quick read, a little cheesy, and cheerfully romantic. It’s certainly a fun, quick read. If romances are your thing, you’ll probably like this one.

And the Ocean Was Our Sky (Book Review) ⭐⭐⭐⭐

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I love that the title seems so poetic and deep… but it’s also literal.

Patrick Ness is one of my favorite writers. I’ve been a huge fan of his since I read A Monster Calls for a book club a few years ago. The Rest of Us Just Live Here is one of the first books I reviewed for this blog, and I was pumped to read Release and And the Ocean Was Our Sky even though they’re inspired by classic novels that are decidedly not amongst my favorites (Virginia Woolf’s Mrs. Dalloway and Herman Melville’s Moby-Dick, respectively). When I picked up And the Ocean Was Our Sky, I knew that my main takeaway was going to be the answer to one question: which is stronger, my love for Patrick Ness or my hate for Moby-Dick? Seriously. That book has sooo many unnecessary descriptions. The parts that are actual story are good, but that’s like 10% of the book. If you want to write a textbook about whales, just write a textbook about whales. Don’t try to pass it off as a novel.

What’s it about?

Bathsheba is the youngest apprentice to the great hunter Captain Alexandra. Their pod, like all hunter pods, has one goal: hunt and kill humans. But for Captain Alexandra—and therefore for Bathsheba—it goes deeper than that. They are destined to hunt the dangerous, mythological Toby Wick, who hunts with a single ship and has left untold hundreds of whales dead. When their pod comes across a human survivor of a wreck with Toby Wick’s calling card clutched in his hand, they know that—if destiny is real—it has come for them.

So what won? My love of Patrick Ness or my hate of Moby-Dick?

My love of Patrick Ness.

What’d I think?

I knew that And the Ocean Was Our Sky was based on Moby-Dick, but I did not know that the protagonists are to going be whales. It’s pretty cool, but it took me entirely surprised. When I first figured that out, I was hesitant. Talking-animal stories aren’t my thing. It took a little while to get oriented (the whales have boats? Their world is the inverse of the human world, not just beneath it? They actively try to kill humans and harvest the remains?), but once I did I was fully onboard. The whales aren’t exactly like humans, but the core of them is quite similar, and the novel focuses on very human issues: the nature of good and evil, self-fulfilling prophecy, the power of reputation, etc.

And the Ocean Was Our Sky defies description. Describing it makes it sound, honestly, terrible. If I’d known before starting that the book was about a murderous pod of whales intent on seeking the devil, I probably would’ve been like… pass. But in true Patrick Ness fashion, the writing is lyrical without being self-indulgent and the ideas are big enough to prompt a great discussion. I wish I still ran a book club, because this would be a very fun one to write questions for. The characters are perhaps not the most compelling in the literary world, but this is one of the rare cases where that doesn’t really matter. The main player in this book is humanity, not specific people, so it works.

I wouldn’t say that that this is the most engaging novel I’ve ever read, which is why it did get one star knocked off, but it is still very good and since it goes by so quickly (it’s only 158 pages, and some are illustrated) it doesn’t actually need to draw the reader in more than once or twice.

Lastly, it would be remiss not to mention the illustrations by Rovina Cai. They’re stunning. With a limited color palate she captures Ness’ world perfectly, and even manages to illustrate the parts that made me think, “Surely there’s no way to depict that.”

What’s the verdict?

⭐⭐⭐⭐

While And the Ocean Was Our Sky is not my favorite of Patrick Ness’ works, it is still a very beautiful book. The writing is violent but affecting—helped along by the gorgeous illustrations—and the huge themes are distilled simply but complexly (if that even makes sense) into a deceptively short page-count. Report card: A

My Top 10 Books of 2017

Since 2017 is almost over, I thought I’d compile a list of my favorite books I read this year. I was going to make two different lists, one for YA and one for everything else, but then I realized that I wasn’t all that enthusiastic about the non-YA books I read this year, so I’m just going to fold them into this list. To make the job easier for myself, I’m also adding some arbitrary rules: I’m not going to rank rereads (though I’ll give them a nod before I get started), and I’m only allowing one book per author. I’m also going to admit right off that bat that, while I did my best on the order, I easily could have ranked everything differently.

Amazing Books I Reread this Year 

The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky; Lady Midnight by Cassandra Clare; Walk Two Moons by Sharon Creech; Inkheart by Cornelia Funke; Looking for Alaska by John Green; The Westing Game by Ellen Raskin; The Hidden Oracle by Rick Riordan; Attachments by Rainbow Rowell


Audra’s Top Ten Books of 2017

geek's guide10) The Geek’s Guide to Unrequited Love by Sarvenaz Tash

I got really into books about fans and fandom this year. I’ve been seeking them out and reading them, and this was my favorite one that I read this year. It’s not a mind-blowing book, but it is cute. It is relatable and feminist and I coincidentally finished it the day before I attended my first Comic-Con, which gives it extra memorability points.

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9) Hamilton: The Revolution by Lin-Manuel Miranda and Jeremy McCarter

I am usually not a nonfiction person at all, so the fact that there’s a nonfiction book on this list is a huge surprise to me. That being said, I got really into Hamilton the musical this year, so reading all the lyrics and seeing pictures of the cast/set was a lot of fun (I am one of the approximately eighteen billion Hamilton fans who has never actually seen the show). I also loved the insights into the writing because I am 1) a wannabe writer and 2) a giant Broadway nerd. Making musical references is an easy way to win me over.


wonder8) Wonder by R.J. Palacio

I managed to read this just before the movie mania kicked in. A coworker was shocked that I’d never read it (I’d never even heard of it!) so I felt I had to read it to defend my honor. Once I got started, though, it no longer felt like an obligation. Taking recommendations is always a risk (I also read some major duds off recommendations this year), but this one paid off big time.


hate u give7) The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas

There’s not a lot to say about this novel that hasn’t already been said. It is immensely powerful and tackles hard subjects head-on. It does a great job of addressing divisive issues without coming across like an After School Special. It is first and foremost an excellent novel, but its greatest strength is probably in the way that it pulls the reader into its main character’s life and allows us to see the world through her eyes.


LOS_cover6) Lord of Shadows by Cassandra Clare

I absolutely love Cassandra Clare’s shadowhunters. The Dark Artifices hasn’t quite reached The Mortal Instruments for me since I prefer the tMI gang (I love Alec, Izzy, Simon, and Magnus too much for Clare’s new heroes to be anything but poor replacements), but it has gotten pretty close. I love the increased darkness in the world; the risks are bigger this time around, which makes for a more exciting read plot-wise. I’m fascinated by Julian’s extreme selfishness and ruthlessness, as main characters/primary love interests are rarely permitted to be selfish and ruthless.


turtles5) Turtles All the Way Down by John Green

John Green is one of my favorite writers, and Turtles is gaining headway; it may actually eventually pass Paper Towns and An Abundance of Katherines as my favorite John Green book, but it’ll have to undergo one or two rereads before I can say that confidently. The depiction of Aza’s mental illness is sympathetic and terrifying. The mystery is fun, but it is the novel’s voice and characterization that really shine.


seven ways we lie4) Seven Ways We Lie by Riley Redgate

I had never heard of Riley Redgate when I picked up her novel Noteworthy at the library a few months ago. I thought it would be a frothy, surface-level read and was surprised by how poignant it was. I was so impressed by it that I bought Seven Ways We Lie without bothering to read the synopsis, and ended up liking it even better. Redgate manages to balance seven narrators; each has his or her own distinct voice and storyline. All seven characters are well developed and lovably flawed, and the novel as a whole has the same diversity and nuance that I loved so much in Noteworthy. 


simon3) Simon vs. The Homo Sapiens Agenda by Becky Albertalli

I read this book through the night in one sitting despite the fact that I was in a hotel room and looking at a several hour road trip the following morning during which I had nothing else to read. The central romance is adorable, but the novel refreshingly does not neglect its many platonic relationships. Aside from being cute and full of interesting, well-developed relationships, the novel is also really funny. It had me totally won over from its first sentence. I’m excited that this one is turning into a movie, since it deserves it but isn’t an obvious choice for Hollywood.


a monster calls 2) A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness

I also easily could have put The Rest of Us Just Live Here on this list, but I had to go with A Monster Calls. This was the book that introduced me to Patrick Ness, and it’s the reason that he is now one of my favorite writers. I never, ever cry over books/movies despite how overly invested I get in them (I can remember crying legit tears over fiction only about six times). I teared up for A Monster Calls both times I read it this year (I did it for adult book club in February, and had to reread it to prep for the young adults next month). I passed it on to several members of my family immediately after reading it, and they loved it as well. The movie is equally beautiful, and is an example of adaptations done right.


i'll give you the sun1) I’ll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson

Like most of the other books on this list, this was a one-sitting-read. It is a beautifully written novel. Both perspectives are distinctive; Noah’s chapters in particular are linguistically unlike anything I’ve ever read before. I also love the way that Nelson tells her story across two different time periods. Usually I find that sort of thing annoying, but somehow the structure of I’ll Give the Sun made the story even more compelling. It is absolutely no surprise to me that it won the Printz Award back in 2015; I’m just disappointed that it took me all this time to hear about it.

 

What were your favorite books from 2017?

 

Release (Book Review)

releaseRelease by Patrick Ness is kind of a weird book. It’s based loosely on Virginia Woolf’s Mrs. Dalloway, which I have read. Unfortunately that was a long time ago and I did not like it much, so I do not remember much about it. I knew about the Mrs. Dalloway thing before I read Release, and if it had been by any other author I probably just would have skipped this one, but I love Patrick Ness so I gave it the benefit of the doubt.

What’s it about?

Release follows Adam, the gay son of a very conservative preacher, over a very unfortunate twenty-four hour period leading up to the going away party for the ex-boyfriend who broke his heart. Meanwhile, the spirit of a dead girl who was murdered by her meth-head boyfriend entwines with a mysterious “queen” and walks the earth looking for revenge.

What’d I think?

Although I had some quibbles with Adam’s half of the story—specifically, it was a little too explicit for my personal taste—overall I liked it. It is easy to get invested in Adam as a character; he is lost but likable, and Ness does an excellent job of letting the reader into Adam’s head to share his confusion and heartbreak. Adam’s relationship with his boyfriend Linus is sweet; his strained relationship with his family—but particularly his older brother Marty—is compelling. The heart of the story, however, is Adam’s friendship with his best friend Angela. Their closeness and the inclusivity of Angela’s family is beautiful; the found family narrative is perhaps the strongest element of the novel.

I was not invested in the other storyline. Usually I like magical realism, but honestly the satyr and his queen felt out of place for me. Thematically it is relevant, I guess, but on the whole I was just confused about why it was included. I don’t know. It isn’t bad or anything. It just feels a little like it belongs in a different novel.

How is it like Mrs. Dalloway?

mrs dallowayI did like the callbacks to Mrs. Dalloway. As I said before, I don’t remember a lot about Woolf’s work, but the little bits I do remember were reflected well in Release. There’s the obvious opening line about getting the flowers him/herself, of course. And then there’s the main character’s crushing disappointment and continual looking back at an old friend/lover in regret. Both novels end with a party. It’s interesting that Release is an explicitly queer novel; Mrs. Dalloway has prominent queer interpretations but does not main-text that reading. Both novels have two narratives, one about regret and dissatisfaction and the other dealing with death and trauma. I suppose that’s the main reason for Katherine van Leuwen’s half of the novel; it stands in for Septimus’ story in Mrs. Dalloway. Unless I’m misremembering Mrs. Dalloway (which is a very real possibility), Release is a much more hopeful novel as the characters seem to achieve their release rather than simply wallowing in despair. I’m not one for wallowing in despair, so that was a plus for me.

What’s the verdict?

I enjoyed Release, but I definitely prefer some of Patrick Ness’ other works (specifically A Monster Calls and The Rest of Us Just Live Here). I do think that it is an interesting read, but I don’t think I would ever go out of my way to recommend it to someone.

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Characters: A

Plot: B

Writing: A

Overall: B

Book Club: A Monster Calls

a monster callsA mini-review of A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness (inspired by Siobhan Dowd) can be found included here. It may be the best book I’ve read this year, so if you haven’t read it… go do that. These questions include spoilers.

A Monster Calls Discussion Starters

  1. Conor’s nightmare is something that he vows never to share with anyone else, yet the monster encourages him to speak the truth despite how difficult it is. Should Conor have kept his nightmare a secret, or should he have shared it? If you think he ought to share it, to whom should he have been more truthful? Is it enough for him to have admitted the truth to himself, or should he have shared it with a third party?
  2. Conor suffers incredible guilt due to his nightmare and as a result goes out of his way to look for punishments (he welcomes Harry’s bullying, is relieved when he thinks he is being expelled, etc.). However, his circumstances prevent people from punishing him. Should Conor be held accountable for his actions despite his mother’s sickness? Is the lack of punishment, in a way, a punishment?
  3. Discuss Conor’s relationship with Lily. Whose fault is it that they fell out? Do you think that their friendship can survive the events of the novel? Why did Lily tell their classmates about Conor’s mom? Why didn’t Conor want them to know? Why did Conor allow Lily to be punished for sticking up for him? Is Conor’s refusal to let his friends close another part of his self-punishment?
  4. The novel is called A Monster Calls, but in the book itself the character is referred to as the monster. Discuss this change. Does the title refer to the yew tree monster? What other monsters are present in the novel that the title could refer to? Is it important that the yew tree monster says that Conor called it? If that is true, then what monster called, and whom did it call?
  5. Discuss Conor’s relationship with his father. Does his father’s absence and distance (via second family, Americanness) change Conor’s relationship with his mother? How might things be different if Conor’s father were dead rather than present but emotionally unavailable?
  6. Discuss Conor’s relationship with his grandmother. Does she, as Conor believes, treat Conor like a failed employee? What do you think about the grandmother’s insistence that Conor’s parents are doing him a disservice by giving him false hope? Do you think that Conor’s mother is enough of a common denominator for Conor and his grandmother to get along? How would things be different if she were a more traditional grandmother?
  7. Conor is the only one who sees the monster, even when it appears in front of other people. Do you think that the monster is literally there, or is it a figment of Conor’s imagination? If it is literally there, why was it invisible to Conor’s classmates, and why could Conor feel its destruction in his own hands? Consider the monster’s dialogue, which is placed in italics rather than in quotation marks.
  8. What did you think of the monster’s first story? Did you believe that the king’s second wife was the murderer? Did you, like Conor, misinterpret the monster’s words to confirm that bias? What do you think about the way that the story turned out, with the murderer successfully ruling for many years to come? Did the regent’s potential evil excuse the prince’s actions?
    1. The monster says, “There is not always a good guy. Nor is there always a bad one. Most people are somewhere in between… Many things that are true feel like a cheat” (64). Do you agree or disagree? What other truths are in the novel? Do they feel like cheats?
  9. What did you think of the monster’s second story? Should the monster have come walking for the apothecary or for the parson? Is it important that Conor never really seems to understand this story?
  10. What did you think of the monster’s third story? Why do you think that this story was less narrative than the others? Why do you think that the monster left out any specifics about the invisible man? Why does Conor feel invisible?
  11. Discuss the three stories that the monster tells. Why was each one important to Conor? Why was each one told when it was (consider that Conor had to wait for the second story until he was “ready”)? What do you think of the escalating violence (no damage, damage to grandmother’s room, damage to Harry)?
  12. Conor eventually admits that he wants it to be finished, and that he is tired of waiting for his mother to die because he knows it is going to happen and the waiting is exhausting. Were you surprised by this? What does this say about Conor as a person, if anything? Why was it important for Conor to admit this truth to himself?
  13. Did you think that the yew tree was going to heal Conor’s mother? Do you think that it succeeded in healing Conor?
  14. Discuss the monster’s quote on page 191: “…it does not matter what you think… because your mind will contradict itself a hundred times each day. You wanted her to go at the same time you were desperate for me to save her. Your mind will believe comforting lies while also knowing the painful truths that make those lies necessary. And your mind will punish you for believing both.” The monster says that speaking the truth is the way to combat this. Do you agree? Should one combat this, or is it ever okay to let yourself believe comforting lies to avoid painful truths? How would things have been different if Conor had relinquished the comforting lies from the beginning?
  15. Conor is thirteen years old. Discuss his age and responsibilities. How would the story be different if he were older?
  16. Discuss the monster’s statement that “What you think is not important. It is only important what you do” (192). Is this true? If thinking does not matter, why must Conor address his nightmare, which is rooted in thoughts rather than actions?

YA Mini Reviews

For today, I’d like to talk about five of the YA books I read this year before I started writing long reviews, since I did read some amazing ones that I would like to recommend. So… read on for brief (non-spoilery) reviews of three amazing YA novels and two mediocre ones.


A Monster Calls
by Patrick Ness

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I read this for my book club. I’d never heard of it, but I’m so glad I got to read it. They say there’s no such thing as a perfect book, but I say A Monster Calls comes pretty darn close. Basically, it is about a boy with a sick mother and the monster who visits him to tell him stories. It doesn’t sound great when it is described like that, but that description did not do it justice. It is maybe one of the best books I’ve ever read.

I am not a crier, generally, but this novel is deeply emotional and I welled up more than once. The book is absolutely beautiful, and I don’t think I have ever read another book that packs as powerful a punch with such a short page count. I’m lucky enough that I haven’t had to deal with loss, but according to people in my book club who have, A Monster Calls is an incredibly truthful account.

I cannot recommend this book highly enough. The writing (and the illustrations) is gorgeous. The story is powerful and complex; it opens up interesting questions about life and morality and understanding. It is such a short book that it only takes a few hours to read, and I think anyone would benefit from reading it. The movie is also excellent (probably because Patrick Ness wrote the screenplay. Funny how that happens, right?)

Everything, Everything by Nicola Yoon

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I was hugely disappointed in this book. The premise was incredibly interesting: what is life like for a girl whose immune system is so weak that she has to stay in her home without any outside contact? Romance isn’t my favorite genre, but I thought the central relationship was fairly cute. Madeline’s illness kept their love story from being the same as any other. I also liked that Madeline was biracial. The first two thirds of the novel are great.

Okay, I may have lied a little. This next paragraph contains vague spoilers. They’re not at all specific, but I don’t know what people in general describe as “spoilers,” so heads up.

Then comes the end, which was a humungous disappointment. I’m absolutely bewildered by anyone who reads Everything, Everything and isn’t angry and upset about the huge cop-out ending. It took everything that was special about this book and erased it to make for an easy happy ending. Endings are tough, but there is no excuse for this one. And it was so close to being a great book! I haven’t seen the movie, and I’m not sure I’m going to. I’m a little bummed it got made, since there are better YA books out there.

The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

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This was another book club read, but unlike A Monster Calls, it wasn’t one I went into blind. This one was my choice, because I love this book. It is about Charlie, a freshman who is suffering in the aftermath of a friend’s suicide, and the year he befriends a pair of seniors that are dealing with their own problems.

It can be a tough book since there’s some intense subject matter: suicide, homophobia, abuse, rape, drugs, etc. On the whole, though, it is a hopeful book. The writing is masterful, though it might not look that way at first glance because it follows protagonist Charlie’s personal growth. It’s wonky and a little disjointed at the start, but much more purposeful and mature by the end. The childish voice of the narrator cuts through to some profound notions about human existence. And there is no end of beautiful quotes.

The characters are all delightful. I seriously don’t think I’ve ever met anyone who doesn’t love Patrick. The insights about human existence are thought-provoking and the novel does an excellent job delving into life’s extremes. I really highly recommend this to anyone who hasn’t read it. Like A Monster Calls, this book’s cinematic adaptation is excellent. Also like A Monster Calls, the author had a hand in the movie. Authors should always be involved in adaptations of their books. It almost always turns out well.

The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas

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This is a hot book right now (or, at least, it was a few months ago when I read it) so a lot of you have already read it. I found out about it from John Green, when he said in one of his videos that it was a really good, really important book to read. It really is. In short, it is about a young black girl who witnesses the murder of her (also black) friend at the hand of a white policeman.

I’m guilty a lot of the time of reading mostly books that stick close to my experience (specifically that of a youngish white Catholic American), but that is a huge drawback. How are we supposed to understand and love the people around us if we’re blind to their experiences? The Hate U Give is a stupendous book about privilege. Saying it like that shortchanges it. It is a great book. It’s not just great because of the point it makes. But it is also amazing in how it cuts through any lame attempts at justification to show racism for what it is: sometimes individual and personal, but largely a terrible part of society. I know that as a white person I’m not the best person to talk about this book, but I am definitely the kind of person who needs to read it. I strongly recommend this one as well.

Afterworlds by Scott Westerfeld

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I really thought I’d like this book more than I did. It’s about a girl publishing her first novel! I love reading about writers. Also, the dual protagonists (the writer and her protagonist) are called Darcy and Lizzie. Pride and Prejudice is one of my favorites, so I was excited about that connection. It didn’t end up amounting to anything.

The execution of this book was the problem. The concept is awesome. Darcy has just gotten a publishing contract for her first book (which she wrote during NaNoWriMo; NaNoWriMo is never specifically mentioned by name, but it is obvious to those in the know) and is figuring out the publishing world. It is interspersed with Darcy’s novel, which is a mediocre paranormal romance. Darcy’s half of the novel is good. She deals with all the insecurity that comes with writing. The insights into the publishing world were welcome. Darcy’s tentative romance with her girlfriend was cute. Lizzie’s story, though, was boring. It was hard to understand why it was getting published at all. Maybe it was supposed to be clichéd and reminiscent of a new writer’s wobbly debut, but if that’s the case I don’t think it should have been given equal time to Darcy’s story.

Afterworlds is not a bad book, but in my opinion it is not all that special, particularly when I think about it at the same time as A Monster Calls, Perks, and The Hate U Give.

The Rest of Us Just Live Here (Book Review)

 

the rest of us just live hereI read Patrick Ness’ The Rest of Us Just Live Here in one sitting. I really enjoyed it. Patrick Ness is big time. He is a great writer with very creative ideas, and he really pulls them off. (If you haven’t read A Monster Calls, don’t wait. It’s awesome. The movie is, too).

The Rest of Us Just Live Here is about four kids—Mikey, Mel, Jared, and Henna—who just try to get through life in a universe where the Chosen Ones (aka the “indie kids”) are always fighting up the powers of evil and blowing up the school. The book is delightfully meta—I cracked up about the comment about the time all the indie kids were “dying beautifully of cancer”—but hit some serious subjects as well. Mel had a serious eating disorder that literally killed her for a few minutes, and Mikey was dealing with a recurrence of really, really bad OCD. The kids’ problems—mental issues, disagreements with their parents, worries about life after high school, romantic entanglements—were treated as important even though there was some ridiculous stuff going on in their background to a girl called Satchel. The chapter titles, which chronicled Satchel’s exploits fighting evil and dealing with supernatural love triangles (including a guy who respects her too much to do more than kissing), were amazing. I could really see a typical (probably poorly written) novel about all the stuff that Satchel went through. Honestly, it hit pretty much every ridiculous trope.

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I really liked the openness of the ending, because I really was not feeling the romance between Mikey and Henna (I found the interactions between Jared and Mikey to be much more meaningful, and actually lowkey shipped them from the first scene, when Jared noticed Mikey’s reemerging OCD, even before it was revealed that Jared was gay and that they’d fooled around). So the fact that Mikey and Henna decided that they’d be better off as friends made me happy. I really did like the relationship between Mikey and his sister Mel (and to a lesser extent, to their other sister Meredith). And I really liked the friendship between Mikey and Jared. It was nice to see a close relationship between boys that involved emotional stuff and even touching but that was never presented as wrong or emasculating.

The only misstep in the book, in my opinion, was the fact that Jared was quarter cat god and had healing powers and at the end decided to ascend to godhood (because they were going to give him the power to heal anything, including Mikey’s anxiety and Satchel’s blaineboyfriend Finn). It didn’t really work for me that a not-a-Chosen-one character became a god, though I did like the bit where Mikey decided not to take the magical solution to his problems because he wanted to know if he could do it on his own.

Side note: the guy on the cover just under the L in Live looks just like Blaine from Glee, right?  I can’t be the only one who sees this.

Overall it was a very excellent book. Patrick Ness is now on my list of awesome writers that I should always read.